On moving on
She's just in her workstation. Doing the encoding tasks givin' to her. It's was way boring... YES! Really boring.
Then all of a sudden, she heard laughter - unstoppable laughter from somewhere. Hey, she wasn't dreaming. It is real. She bit her tongue a bit - and it hurts - hence, it was not her mere imagination.
She wonders, what's wrong? Why did she had the urge to mingle with the group and answer their queries - and let them have the answers - the reality not the reasons.
But - whats the heck. Why will she do that? Let her former boyfriend answer all the queries - even though she knows from heart that all that he answers are merely reasons not the truth.
She knows the truth - she was there - when they saw her with him - she was there because she wants to clarify the issues with him. She was there with him almost a year ago - to ask why he wants to end their relationship. She's like a dog following her owner who doesn't like her anymore. She's not ashamed to do that - because she admits it. Because before she knows nothing but HIM.
But then, now, everything changed. She knows - her life will still be complete without him. She's now a better person. Better than before - happier than before. And learned a lot from her past - learning to let go and have a better happier future.
Hence, she didn't mingle. She just shut up - truth is not always necessary - after all, others smile because of her and his past - and the reason why the past didn't proceed until today - up to the future.
From deep within - she knows - in due time - she'll be In Love Again - and hopefully a man to whom she'll spend her whole life.