Lost Myself in Love
I lost myself in the chaos,
The way life threw me curves,
I could not handle the stress,
So I turned inward on myself.
I got caught up in the games
Men’s sweet words swept me away
I lost who I was in the starlight
I did things that was not right.
My faith, my foundation was shattered
The innocence of childhood dreams
The temptations of life I gave into
I disappointed God over and over again.
Now at the season of a new birthday
A new year awaits
How do I get back to my 12 year old self?
Who knew me so well.
How do I get back to love?
The transition from girl to woman
Is at the midpoint of life,
How do I get back to the daughter of Christ?
Yes, my friends I lost myself in him
I lost myself in bad choices and decisions
I lost myself in trying to fly
Thinking I was grown, but not yet with wisdom.
How do I reconcile and get back to me?
How do I accept the life I have?
But find my peace within my heart,
How do I find the inspiration in my art?
Time will give me what I need,
God will never leave me
Even though I have changed
He has not
I lost myself in me
But I find myself in He.