- Gender and Relationships
Living without Hope
Life is never easy and simple. It is complex and confused. It is not bed of roses as life always give you new challenge every day. Life goes beyond this expression as it takes your test and you have to walk on burning logs to prove yourself.
I am writing this tale when I am completely broken as I have lost someone who was mine from ages with whom I have grown up, with whom I have seen all dreams ,who taught me how to walk, talk and grow. He was always with me everywhere.
He was my soul partner, we use to breathe together in one another ,life was so enjoyable and pleasurable that we wanted to live every moment. We were so happy together that we use to set example for others in love. The love we hold for each other was a unique and strong bond between us we use to think together, even we use to see dreams together, every night use to be in his arms for a endless sleep.
I was so complete that I started thinking myself as a Princess, my all dreams were coming true. I was lost in my world of happiness, I had no place for tears and pain in my life. I use to wake up with his arms around me, and loving smile. I use to think about him all time.
But suddenly one day he realized that he has different priorities in his life. He moved on with his life, I asked him not to go but he was prepared to go mentally. He was strong emotionally to leave me. I waited for him with no commitment to have him back in my life.
When he left me, I thought I will die but I was not that lucky, As I was taken through more bitter phase of life, I was living life without him being on my side. I wanted to die every minute even when I was already dead I was breathing but I was having no charm to live.
Today I don’t have him with me and my wait is over as I am on my last breath of life. I have a desire to see him before I leave foe heavenly abode. Why he left me alone?
I still miss him but have no hope to have him...