The plights of trying to be a good girlfriend/fiancee/whatever I am
Hmmmm....where do I start. Have you ever been in a relationship with someone that everyday makes you want to kick his teeth in? I have, actually I am, and most times I can't stand it. Most times I sit and think; why am I with him? I mean, don't get me wrong, I do love him, at least I think I love him; but I'm tired of the dickness (yes today dickness is a word). So let's see, does your boyfriend/fiancee/husband/whomever:
1. Becomes a dick for no reason?
2. Loses things and then expects you to know where they are?
3. Does nothing while you clean the house?
4. Nags about the shows you watch?
5. Want's sex his way, and no other way?
6. Asks if you need help with anything, but doesn't actually take the initiative to help without asking?
If you said yes! to any of these questions than you can understand where I'm coming from. I work full time, do photography, and run a store (at least attempting to run the store, stupid people! Not you, them). Then when I come home, it seems like I'm expected to clean EVERYTHING!!! When I don't clean, Oh no! The world stops and I have to drop everything I'm doing so that he can be lazy. What is really going on? More times than not, I feel so underappreciated its retarded. Then the question comes into play, "Well why are you with him?" Well the simple answer is, because the goods outweigh the bad, ut the bad gets on my last nerve. I'm lazy, hell whose not lazy these days; especially when I'm tired and just want to relax. Anyway, enough about that; I'll throw a perfect example at you. So today, as I'm writing this blog, he was like, "hey I'm going to wash all my uniforms." I said okay, just please at least do all the laundry if you're going to wash only one load. Yea, it seems a bit much, but I'm tired of paying 80 dollar water bills because the place I live blows major explicatives (you can fill in the blanks). So yea, I'm a little anal about the laundry, because the laundry requires water.
So, I've been up since 545am this morning on my day off to do a photography job for a military battalions Honor Guard, which is one of the many pictures placed above. So I'm tired, cranky, and bitchy to add to the pot. So I'm probably a bit more snappy now, then usual; but that's the nature of the beast. Regardless, I try to fulfill his needs and wants the best that I can, and sometimes I just can't do it. Does he ever really do it for me? No not really, so what's the point honestly? Is this continual cycle worth keeping this relationship, especially since we're engaged, or do I say whatever, throw my deuces up (thanks Chris Brown for the homo line) and call it a day? Or do I stay and hope that things improve......I don't know, you decide.