To my Hubby,
A little girl
Thirty years ago, my mother and father gave birth to their first girl. From the day I could understand what being a mother and wife was, that is all I really wanted to be. I never and still yet do not understand what it takes to become or have that life, but everyday I try to live my life respectfully and honestly. I am no angel and I have a temper and issues worse them most. But I can say I do try to control myself as well as possible. I take care of myself better these days and try to take care of myself so that you will respect me and the person I am as a woman. You may think I was a prude girl or child, but I respect my grandmothers and fathers and their faithfulness to each other and do not flounder my body, morals, or love for free.This world is a dark and scary place and filled with whores and bad.People wonder why we have no freedom, because we do not conduct ourselves as adults. I always told myself that I find my husband to do everything to keep him healthy, happy, and home. I am still the crazy little girl from a long time ago and I'm like a glue stick.
What I want you to know
I am altogether a good person, but I make mistakes. I have been in trouble and currently am. I tried to be a police officer and a United States Marine Corps. Soldier. I want a faithful man by my side and team. I want a well kept (on both sides) home and lawn. But, I want a good life with my husband. I want peace in our lives unless it is needed for a good purpose. I want love in our home and good communication. I know the type of love and caring it takes, not for a parent and their child, but the love two people need to last through life. My mother and father, my grandmothers and grandfathers all found one true love. I know that with on severely wrong action everything can be gone and that is what i am fighting. I am born a very good looking person (good genes) and JUST waking up I feel my best friend a criminal to me. I worry worse then almost every female in this world of losing you to something because jealousy and evil girls. I have had my run in with those types already and to save me and their life from bad, I left. I know that I am protected , but you never know what can happen. Pray when we do meet that it is right and we will.
My words to you
All, I want to say is I know you have been through things and obstacles as well as I have. I know you are tired and worn out. When you decide, I am the one for you, I will work to make life easier. I am crazy about faithfulness in marriage and I am a hard worker. I will always work to keep us, family, and home together. See ya when we get there.
Prayer of Love
Please keep my husband to be safe, warm, and happy. Keep his family faithful. Guide on his path.