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Upon a Dying Love and Wounds Which Won't Heal

Updated on April 30, 2011

Something's Missing...

I fell down and you stomped on my head...

As I'm sitting here, silently staring into your face, I'm living in the realization that sometimes the grass is definitely greener on the other side.

You painted a beautiful picture to reel me in; but the reality is ugly and is itself an unspeakable sin. How can you stand there and look me in the face with the words, "I love you" daring to escape from your lips??? If I felt those words were true, I wouldn't be here writing these words at this moment...

As you watch, the pouring rain crashes in the walls all around me and there is no comfort to be found in the arms of the man I've come to love. The wasted moments when it felt so right are now in the past and cannot be gotten back.

If pain is caused by pleasure, I shouldn't feel a thing...

Secrets are Lies...

Keep your dirty little secrets and I guess I'll begin to keep mine; but don't blame me when the walls come crashing down. In love, there are no secrets, secrets are a lie. So f@#k you and all your alibis!!! This is my time. You had your chance...

I Don't Need a Man.

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    • VAMPGYRL420 profile imageAUTHOR

      Windy Grace Mason 

      5 years ago from The Eastern Shore of Virginia, Maryland and Delaware, U.S.A.

      I sure hope so. At this point, I'm still fighting to survive...Thank you for reading and commenting though! It means a lot.

    • ShalahChayilJOY profile image

      Shalah Chayil 

      6 years ago from Billings, Montana

      There is healing for the memories. There is healing of the trauma. There is healing from the haranguing little 'thoughts' why was i so .......whatever.

      From one that was abused all during childhood. There is healing

    • VAMPGYRL420 profile imageAUTHOR

      Windy Grace Mason 

      8 years ago from The Eastern Shore of Virginia, Maryland and Delaware, U.S.A.

      Thank you very much for reading and commenting, Paradise7 ;) You seem quite interesting...I'm off to read some of your work :)

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      Paradise7 

      8 years ago from Upstate New York

      Get away from that dude!!!! Quick!

      Sincerely felt hub, thank you for being brave enough to share those feelings.

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