Used Up, Bruised Up, Withered and Worn
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I close my eyes to disappear, to escape from my world & no longer feel. It doesn't work-not this way; it doesn't stop the feel of my pain. I open my eyes to an empty space. The rooms have been empty...
- The Rain Drips from Her Fingertips
As the rain pounds down upon the earth It assists to complete the sadness within her Her tears hit the floor and she stops to think- Perhaps this world has already gotten the best out of me? ...
- All the games that they play-That she will never win
Being in love or being in a relationship has rules, just like a game has rules. It is not Romantic to constantly challenge, control or determine another persons way of living. If you are one of these...
I will never hurt you; that is a lie
Share your thoughts, Ill break your mind
Share your dreams, Ill make them die
You don’t know what you can’t have
I’m everything in you that has become sad.
There will be sweetness in me that will take your breath away
The sweetness in me will be the end of all your wishful days
You thought I loved you, because I made you believe
That I am everything that you will ever need
How dare you try, how dare you say
That you can survive without me controlling your days
I knew from the beginning just how we would be
I knew from the beginning you would never leave me
I felt your love and I used it against you
I felt your trust and I misused it to hurt you
I will make you feel stupid; I will make you feel ashamed
I will make you feel crazy to keep from taking the blame
When you think you are on your way, I will hold you back
And if I do this the right way-You will never realize what you could have had.
Don’t think I will admit to any of my devious days
You shouldn’t pray to God, because only Jesus saves
You are my possession-I will keep you until you are worn
Then I will throw you out and leave your heart hurt and torn
You will ask yourself, what you did wrong
You will be left crying when I’ve already moved on.
If you don’t think so- just you wait and see
This is my motivation-you may call it my disease.
Sure it isn’t right, sure it will hurt
But I don’t really care- I’m not the one who is being dragged in the dirt
You can’t leave-You haven’t left yet
I am not done with you and I won’t allow you to forget
Bow down on your knee, I have made you bleed
Bow down to your knee, and beg me please
This is my world, where I make the rules
And the rules aren’t kind to weak little girls.
Don’t buck up- you won’t win
I will make sure that I can control the world you live in
Give you a break? Break from what?
You don’t matter, shut the F*ck Up!
Leave you crying, I will do what I wish.
And when I am gone it is me that you will be trained to miss.
Don’t try to be strong or dream your hopes
By the time I let you go, your dreams will become your jokes.
Succeed as you try; try, try again.
Don’t think that you can escape the hell I have created for you to live in.
I will never hurt you,
Wait...That is a lie,
I will watch you fall apart and die from the inside.
Give me a reason to love you- there is no reason I can think of
You are just a pathetic addition regardless of the dreams you dream of.
I will wear you out- tear you down to your knees,
I will make you believe that it is not your blood which you bleed.
You never really mattered, an accessory to describe you at best
One which was once beautiful, but has since become a mess.
Used up, bruised up, withered and worn.
Life is no blessing when you have been torn.
Abuse has many forms & many angles & many endings... Abuse is NOT as Black And White as the NON ABUSED believe it to be
The Way You Feel and Who You Are Matters
Never let anyone make you feel like you have no reason to be alive. Never let anyone make you feel like you can not survive without them. Everyone deserves to be loved and everyone deserves more than to be torn down for dreaming or wanting something amazing in their life. Gather up your courage and pull together your strength to believe in yourself and what you have to offer to this world, and never let anyone take it away from you. It is hard not to lose yourself when you are in a relationship that is controlling and puts you down. It would be such a sad thing if you were never able to share your light with people who would appreciate you, rather than disrespect you. Don’t lose yourself- lose the abuse and the cruel words that have entered your world.