What is the Worst Kind of Betrayal??
AUTHENTICS: Endure, forgive and recover from the betrayal of . . .
It seemed incongruent to me that on a day we all dress up silly and eat chocolate until our teeth turn brown that the subject of betrayal was on so many of my client's minds today. As a Life Skills Coach (20+ years) I have either seen or heard or experienced-first-hand about every kind of betrayal imaginable . . . and many unimaginable.
Is there anyone out there that has not been betrayed at one time or another??
Betrayal begins early in life. Too many betrayals at a young age makes many of us expect betrayal to continue at a level that exceeds the normal range.
Yes, there is a normal range for betrayal. Not all betrayal by friends and family is conscious, intentional or malicious. Often we betray others by making promises and not being able to keep them because we are just too over extended. These betrayals require sensitivity, honesty and apologies. It's part of life.
I developed a Life Skill set and coined the word "AUTHENTICS" to describe a long list of simple approaches to leading a full and harmonious life. One such skill is "To endure and forgive and recover from betrayal by false friends and family . . ."
Yes, I know this is much, much easier said than done. It doesn't happen all at once. There are, however, steps toward healing and becoming a stronger, wiser, more compassionate person.
What is the worst kind of betrayal you ever experienced??
Maybe your soul mate left you for your boss?? Or your assistant?? And put the expenses on your account?? Including a new home in Barbados!
Did your best friend and your spouse run away together?? Taking your children with them?? To an unknown country?? Planned at least a year in advance??
How about a cheating spouse that infected you with HIV/AIDS?? On purpose?? Plus three other lovers and six other children you didn't know about?? And you have five children of your own?
Did you have a beloved grandparent that raped your toddler?? Repeatedly??
Did the child you rescued, adopted and nurtured from a third world country turn to drug/alcohol addiction and theft?? Forging checks to your account?? Selling your Lexus with an extra set of keys??
How about a penny-pinching spouse that died suddenly leaving you with almost a million dollars in unknown gambling debt and unpaid taxes?? Necessitating your return to work?? At age 88?? And legally blind??
Did your crooked boss spend 40 years worth of your retirement funds on a new lover?? And laughed when you found out?? And then left the lover without looking back??
Or did your best trusted friend of many years get drunk and rape you?? Then said you ask for it?? And tried to burn your home down to cover up the evidence??
Were you framed for unspeakable crimes by someone you would have given your life to defend??
Is your family priest a pedophile?? Involving your child?? And the neighbors children whom their parents entrusted to you??
Maybe your sibling hired a hit-man to gun you down?? For a hundred bucks, a few laughs and life insurance worth less than two-grand??
(Okay so maybe there are more "goblins" in the air than I thought!)
There are financial betrayals like "unexpected" adjustable rate mortgages recommended by "trusted experts" causing the foreclosure of thousands of homes. Maybe even yours. Did the family planner suggests a Will instead of Revocable Living Trust in order to collect probate fees? Or did the long-term friend-attorney turn a small misunderstanding into WWIII to generate more billable hours??
There are less personal but just as devastating betrayals, i.e., broken promises by the leaders of our country. The loss of our sons and daughters in a war started under false pretense.
How do you deal with betrayals, large and small, personal and distant, devastating and annoying, yet ever present??
The worst betrayal is . . . betrayal of Self . . .
To me, the worst betrayal I have ever known is my betrayal of myself. It wasn't conscious. It wasn't intentional. But it was just as devastating.
I put myself in harms way. Many times.
I trusted people known for being untrustworthy.
I put too much emphasis on "blood" and less on "character."
My dream for the "perfect future" clouded my present-time judgement.
I ignored my intuition.
I set knowledge aside in favor of folly.
I substituted someone else's judgement for my own.
I viewed the world through "rose-colored" glasses.
I operated in the world as "I would like things to be" and not "as they are."
I extended myself far beyond my limits, emotionally, financially, spiritually.
I took things personally.
I believed in the destination more than the process.
I blamed the other person(s) before taking my own inventory.
When I was happy I gave thanks to the Divine; when I was in need I took matters into my own hands.
Healing from Betrayal . . .
"AUTHENTICS: To remember every act is sacred . . . "
Another of the "AUTHENTICS: To remember every thought, every word, every action, every creation is sacred . . . "
If you are about to betray someone, don't . . .
If you suspect you are being betrayed, do something about it . . .
If you know someone else is being betrayed, speak up . . .
Nothing is worse than the betrayal to yourself.
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Comments
great hub. enjoyed reading this! One of the hardest things I ever learned was by asking myself.. why did I let them betray me? I am responsible for me. :)
I am suffering this right now, today - I just had a dreadful shock at the betrayal of a relative I had loved - and whom I thought loved me dearly, all of my life. I am 56.
I decided immediately to forgive. That is the only possible choice that will allow me to heal from this.
I am not angry - not yet anyway, just very hurt and devasted. I googled for help with it and found this hub and the valuable information above that confirmed I was on the right track.
Thank you.
April
To Thine own self be True... was that Shakespeare! I enjoyed this article. Betrayal has been a great issue for me to overcome.
when was a time when you experienced betrayal because of someones silence?
I just discovered that my ex has been betraying his girlfriend with me for the past 14 months... i wanted to remain silent but i just sent her an email telling her everything... a common friend knew all about it but said nothing to her nor to me. this friend is unfortunately being betrayed as well... so i did send a note about it... Did i do the right thing?
Earthangel, I agree. Betrayal of self is the worst -- and also the most preventable.
Hi Earth Angel. Great topic and hubs! I'll be checking in to read more. Keep 'em coming. Thank you.
Hello Earth Angel. That is some list! When we are betrayed I think we often play a part in it. This sort of self betrayal hurts a lot, which is a good psychological pointer to bite the bullet and take a look at myself. Ouch!
When I feel betrayal I always remember what that great shrink Carl Gustaf Yung said about self examination.
He reckoned we would do anything to avoid it and in my experience he is right. I know I do. Ok I am working on it. Writing helps me.
Love your comments lissie, I agree with you Santa did it for me.
I have been betrayed, but it has helped me to see my part in it on the few ocassions when I can overcome my fear of self examination, and that is never often enough!
It still amazes me how much distance there remains between what I intellectually understand and what I can emotionally cope with.
Hi Earth Angel, I'm glad you loved my definition of a ripplemaker. I believe you are one too :-) Blessings to you as well...
Hi earth angel, i agree with you..the worst betrayal of all is the one of the self. When we learn to be true to ourselves, then we can start our road to freedom! :-)
So right William - I figured out the tooth fairy, the Easter Bunny and Santa Claus were all lies so obviously God was too! It made perfect sense at 7 and at 45 it still makes sense - they comforting myths because the world is a b..h and then we die! Oh well at least you don't have to diet at Christmas!
This betrayal of self is a new concept to me, thanks for that, Earth Angel.
But it's okay for us to trust someone and be betrayed. I mean, okay in the sense of not feeling guilty. We have to only show them the other cheek.
To amplify, children are subject to betrayal many times, but there's nothing wrong with them. And we, too, can be like children in the presence of God, can't we?
Great hub Earth Angel! I think we often allow ourselves to be betrayed by that unconscious self betrayal ...
A well thought-out Hub, Earth Angel. I'm confident you couldn't have betrayed yourself so often -- no one's that self-destructive, are they? The worst betrayal I personally experienced takes me back more than six decades. I remember well how devasted I was when I learned that "there is no Santa Claus." Upon learning that everyone, including my parents, had been lying to me for years, my reaction was heartwrenching to me. I felt immediately, if everyone is lying to me about Santa Clausl, then they must be lying to me about God as well. I don't think I've ever recovered from that trauma.
That is quite alright some people can't even pronounce my last name correctly they will pronounce it DUDE--ly or DOWD-ly or (I don't know where they get this one) DUFF-ly. Keep up the great Hubs!
I'm sorry Earth Angel...I'm a woman. The man in the picture is my husband, that's me next to him I'm Michelle Dudley.
I learned to trust my own intuitions about people a long time ago after allowing myself to be betrayed over and over again. Now when I feel my intuition working I listen to it and 9 time out of ten I will be dead on about things.
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