A Poem for the Man Who Trapped Me in the Past
Trapped in the Past
I was a fool to be trapped in the past,
where the love i thought wouldn't last,
but the fairy tale had ended long ago,
when i decided to let you go.
for three long years i looked for someone to replace you,
'cause I know I should stop loving you,
then i realized that they were not you,
I kept comparing what's on them which all was in you.
We tried to be friends 'cause it was your last wish,
to respect the memories for seven years we had flourish.
The flowers that had bloomed from our friendship was cut,
but not the roots 'cause it managed to still grow in my heart.
I had watched you grew from the eleven-year-old boy to a man,
I had watched you play with your favorite toy gun,
I had watched you court me for the first time,
And watched you with another girl that got me jealous for your first crime.
One day a news reached me you had an accident,
Couldn't hardly accept so I wanted to see you,
then I was staring to a guy in coma and attached to a gas vent.
Praying is the only thing I could do for you.
For three days you tried to fight,
but you only did that for us to accept the fright,
that you will leave us very soon,
but it was hard for us 'cause you're too young to be mourn.
Maybe God had let me met you at our young age,
So I can love you for seven years I had faithfully engaged,
I will never forget you my dear friend,
that touched my life 'till your last breath had end.