For my entire life I lived by the philosophy that "when life throws you lemons, make lemonade." The damage, heartbreak, and pure and utter anguish such a simple and optimistic view can cause such a good natured person in such a short period of time is simply mind blowing. Now I can better understand how it must feel to be a paraplegic trapped in a fierce Atlantic riptide with nothing more than a snorkel for good luck, imagine the ferocity of that harsh reality! I have loved and lost many times, and each time I was stomped upon by the so called love of my life as if I my heart to her was nothing more than an old mildew covered wet feather pillow thrown onto a football field only to be ran over by a football team followed up by a tractor trailer.
The days of trying to turn lives lemons into lemonade are over, and crawling back and begging the girl who stole your soul to give it back simply is not permissible, reestablishing contact with the same person that just slapped you so hard that you will probably be a pathetic wreck for a long while before you even start to get anywhere near close to normal again is not permitted at all in this tragic day in age. Instead tell her in your own nice way to "go screw yourself you backstabbing hooker". And after that no matter how desperate drunk or pathetic you may be do not, do not establish contact with the man or woman who brought upon this horrible period of anguish and self loathing to your once great life. From now on he or she is the devil, Lucifer, Apollyon himself or herself! if you want to prevent any more heart ache and make sure you don’t fall back into that deep dark hole you just now started to drag yourself out of, then remember these words, and here my warning "DO NOT GO ANYWHERE NEAR HIM OR HER, JUST STAY THE HECK AWAY!"
And just maybe, hopefully, one day when he or she sees you out with your new bomb shell, and they has been screwed by the scum bag they left you for. You can throw her some of life’s lemons, let’s see how she likes it when life sticks them straight up her ***! And revel in the awesome feeling of redemption that you feel overwhelming you instantaneously because my friend, after all the hell you went through revenge is now yours!