I have my little demons sometimes, I get sad when i'm overwhelmed but sometimes I try to communicate with those close to me.. the responses I get are very discouraging raning from. I'm weak to I'm pretending. They say all these because my deeper feelings aren't apparent to them.. I have read your hub and I just need to know how I can start from a clean slate, and start to see things in a more positive light. whats you advice??