1. I wish I could die with dignity by being able to provide for my wife.
It has been very hard finding work the past few years. I would love to be able to show my wife that I am still the hard worker that she knew all her life and that I didn't just give up.
2. I wish all of my family would be united again and make peace with each other.
For different reasons half of my family is divided over stupid things. I would love to see us all get back together and have fun and show moral support for each other again.
3. I wish that my wife and kids, and grandson would remember me as a man that made a difference and not dwell on my death but celebrate the meaning of my life.
I have done many things to make changes in many aspects of our lives for the better. I have always been a fighter to make things right. I would like to think that what I did would be remembered and passed on so my family always has good memories of me so they can heal their hearts and move on with their lives without grieving forever.