At first , I was so upset that I cried for a month more. Crazy isn't it? Well, actually these word were uttered after I woke up from, from this bad dream, I consider it one.
What I did was, I looked at myself in the mirror and talk to myself, in the way of scolding and cheer myself up saying
"I can make it, he is not only the man in this world".Wake up girl and turn around! There are someone around who's meant for you! You are beautiful!
Ha ha ha ,sounds funny but it did help me.so I kept myself busy in my studies and work till I found the person ,That God gave to me.. My real love....But so sad that God get him back after 15 years of our mariage. However, I am already strong enough facing the life and accept the reality of life.