Believe it or not, it's grapefruit. It's antidepressant. However, if you do not like grapefruit, you can try other things. I found comfrey herbal tea to be very calming. Chamomile is soothing, too. And, if none of these appeal to you, you might consider aromatherapy--lavender and grapefruit scents both help. Remember, too, that you are connected and essential to the universe. You are not alone. Keeping up your self-esteem during relationship transitions is very important. A good mental "diet" is the color violet. In music, it's the waltz. Know that you have a divine compliment--he's out there, but you need to be in tune with yourself to find him. May love and light nourish you during this time of healing!