I am a 22 year old guy. I used to like having fun but after years of spiritual reading and practicing it, I just don't like to focus on pleasuring my senses. Although, I never force myself too hard. In the mentioned situation I am feeling like why I have to do this? Just for pleasure? But I also don't want to hurt her and I wanna make her happy because she deserves it. Concluding, I am neither enthusiastic nor reluctant. What to do?
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