If you are in danger get out of the situation , get help , and do not wait .
There are women' safe homes and programs to help you !!
Seek therapy . this is a very serious issue and subject .
You can live a normal happy life in peace and feeling safe .
Many people I have known have gone through it and moved on to live a better life by leaving , and seeking therapy .
Some church groups offer help , healing and a place to recover spiritually , as well as emotionally .
For some abusive partners this is also the answer . Many churches offer anger management groups , and celebrate recovery groups for anything from anger , abuse , and being abused , to addictions .
I wish you well, courage and strength to rise above this situation and take care of you , no matter how much you love them . You must love yourself more - and enough to put your wellbeing first