I've Had Enough
I've had enough...
I'd been suffering for all the things around me. I've had enough.
I'd been in pain for almost how many months yet no one knows that I've had enough.
I was imprisoned in jealousy and insecurities for they always make me feel that I'm nothing but a piece of shit. I've had enough.
I always have no one when I need one. I've had enough.
People always lean to my shoulder but what about me? Where and to whom should I lean when I've had enough?
I always laugh, making jokes to cheer them up. But when everything's already okay, they will easily forget what I've done and I've had enough.
I'm tired for I've had enough of everything but why? Why there's no one that can notice that I've had enough?
They thought I gave up but no, I just know that I have had enough to stop.
And people, right now, I'm in the middle of the sea, drowning of those thoughts. I lift up my hands, hoping that there's someone who will hold it and say that I did a great job all this time. That I am someone that should be treated as a crystal. That I deserve to be happy, to smile. Yet, once again, there's no one and I've had enough.