Do You Feel Like You Are Surrounded by Evil?
I think we have all experienced the feeling of being suddenly and unexpectedly beset by perplexing but purposeful, deliberate, and hateful attacks on our lives.
Our ability to locate the source of the attacks and comprehend the reason for them all depends on how perceptive we are and how in tune we are to the "vibrations" emitted by those around us. Many times it is difficult to pinpoint where the attacks are coming from...
Attacks by evil people that you know generally follow a sequence something like this: Things are going along pretty good. Maybe we just got a new job, or a raise, met a new friend, finally paid off some of those bills that were bugging us, did a home repair we were longing to do, getting along great with everyone - everything is going along smoothly and peacefully.
Then all of a sudden, everywhere we turn, everything is all screwed up. We get fired from our job because someone called them and bad-mouthed us, our friends suddenly all hate us for no apparent reason and attack us and talk bad about us behind our backs, we wake up to a car whose engine blows up or has four flat tires, enemies appear out of nowhere, and we can not afford to pay our bills because we have to pay for all the "catastrophes" that require our immediate attention - and cash!
Sometimes we blame it on "bad luck". And sometimes it is just that. Coincidences, or just plain bad luck. Maybe it is our "karma", or "life lessons" that we must learn in order to make us better people that is catching up to us. It's good if we can understand things this way, and work through the bad spell until things gradually get better. Sometimes we come out of it as better people for having had to deal with the contra temps.
It's sometimes a blessing if the bad things really ARE caused by chance or coincidence.
What I am talking about here, however, is when you know for a fact that people around you have suddenly turned into hateful, spiteful, demon-possessed monsters who want nothing more than your total destruction.
And no, I am not schizophrenic, nor delusional. I am perceptive, though, and unfortunately, I do know people who are around me, who truly are evil. These are people who pretend they are your "friends", and who have your "best interests" in mind. Really, though, they are just marking time, gathering "information" that they can use against you later to destroy your entire life.
Usually, you have a pretty good idea who these people are. In the back of your mind, you know that they can not be trusted. That they really don't care a thing about you - don't care about anyone but themselves. You suspect that if you ever stumbled and fell, they would kick you on their way past, after trampling over you and taking everything they could get from you while you were down. And you would be right in suspecting this. They would prefer you were dead, that you lose everything you own, and they would kill you if they could. They are most definitely NOT your friends.
You can feel the evil just emanating out of their pores. It is a vile presence that surrounds them wherever they go. Maybe all people can't feel this. But I can. There are some people whose emanations are so evil that I literally can not tolerate being in the same building with them. The evil they exude is that strong - it is overpowering and knocks the breath out of you!
Most of us live in a rather protective fashion, to shield ourselves from the machinations of the evil ones who surround us. For example, we don't give out our credit card numbers, nor our bank account numbers. We lock our house and car doors, some perhaps sleep with a gun next to them at night. We shred our personal documents and watch behind ourselves when we are driving or out walking at night. We do not tell everyone all of our real personal business, especially if it is something that could be used against us in some fashion.
But this is not always enough to protect us from the ones around us who wish us evil. They are very clever at biding their time, and they are observing and waiting until they are ready to strike. They have insidious ways of collecting the information they need to destroy you. Most of the time you are not even aware that they are doing it - and you never put the pieces together until long after they have already slit your throat, like taking a lamb to slaughter. Then you figure it out afterwards.
These purveyors of chaos and destruction work in darkness and stealth, hiding behind smiling or concerned faces. They don't want you to know where the knife came from when it appears sticking out of your back. But usually, if you review the past somewhat, you will easily be able to know who the evil culprit of your present mess is, and exactly how it was orchestrated. These people are very good at covering their crimes and you will rarely, if ever, be able to gather the evidence necessary to have them prosecuted for the things they do to you.
What is even more terrifying, is that if you are unlucky enough to know more than one of these detestable individuals (and most of us do) you may have noticed that they seem to have some kind of radar which causes them all to attack at the same time.
So, after a long period of relative peace and quiet, you will suddenly be beset by concerted attacks coming from every direction. The chaos and destruction will come at you from all over - your whole life will be contaminated with evil, problems, and attacks on you, your family, and your home.
I know a few of these evil people like this. Unfortunately they are not all people I can get away from - a couple of them are members of my own family. I feel like they are all in cahoots, and their evil doings masterminded by a higher power of pure evil. They are like piranhas. When one smells blood, they all attack at once and feast crazily on your remains.
The evil attacks and destruction perpetrated by these individuals, and the pure evil energy they direct towards me, literally makes me physically ill and gives me horrendous, terrifying nightmares. I get so stressed and upset that it makes my chest and head hurt, my left side goes numb, and I shake from head to toe. Forget eating anything or relaxing. Sleep is out of the question. You just sit there: wondering what new calamity they will direct towards you next! You know they are going to do it, you just don't know where it will strike next.
How do people get so evil in the first place? It seems like these people just sit in their houses, plotting and conniving about how to do other people in, constantly. What kind of a mind would think like this in the first place? I confess that I have no ability whatsoever to comprehend what motivates these people. What is their point, or their goal? Just to cause needless harm and damage to those who have done nothing to them? For what reason? They seem to gloat over others' troubles and misfortunes and laugh gleefully when others suffer.
Do you know anyone like this? How do you deal with it? Can their behavior be explained by saying that they are possessed by the devil, and he is controlling and directing them? Are they Satan's minions? Are you being attacked because you are a child of God, who loves you, and that's why they hate you?
I have tried distancing myself from the people - it doesn't work. They still come after you. The more you tell them to stay away and to leave you alone, and that you want nothing to do with them, the more it seems to anger them, the more determined they become, and the more hatred and damage they spew.
One of those of whom I am speaking has been attacking me since I was 4 years old, and even though I have put 850 miles between us, the victimization continues unabated...
I do pray. I will continue to pray for guidance and protection. I don't know what else to do.