"Do You Have ESP Or The Gift Of God"
"Do You Have ESP Or The Gift Of God?"
"Do You Have ESP Or The Gift From God"
I really don't know a lot about ESP, but I do know a little about the gifts of God. We are all blessed with gifts from God, but whether we realize it and use them in entirely a different subject. When I was fifteen ; I noticed that I could talk to younger people about incidents in their lives,and about situations that turned out good, because of my advice . I was always able to give out wise advice, with a positive return. I have always had a close bond with people and that might be because I genuinely love and cherish people. As I got older, I started having dreams or visions that sometimes come true, which wasn't good to me if they were bad dreams or visions, that came true.
To be completely honest;sometimes we are blessed with gifts that are kind of scary, I have had times when I didn't want to see things or know things, but the bible even says that with wisdom and knowledge brings sorrow sometimes. I thank God that I'm don't have a lot of dreams or visions that often, because I think the sorrow would be to much to bear. I pray a lot about things that I feel and ask God, to help me understand and interpret the visions and dreams and most times I can put it together where I can understand it. I have had at least three death and one death vision that I wasn't to happy about. The first one happen in Cleveland Ohio, when I was eighteen years old. The land lady and I were friends and some how we started talking about death and she said she wasn't afraid of the dead. That particular night, I went to bed and had a dream about a man that had been hurt; because his head was bandaged with white bandages, and he was lying down but he sit up and pointed at my land lady and she ran out crying from his presence.
At the time I had no idea what the dream was all about until the next day. I told my land lady about the dream and how she had ran out crying and we even laugh about it. That evening she came by upset and crying; she told me her father had died from a brain stroke, it was at that point; that the dream came crashing down on me. It literarly scared me so badly that I didn't ever want to dream again. I decided that I really didn't want to dream anymore. Four years ago, I had another dream this time it was about my uncle, I don't recall the exact dream but I know it was disturbing to me and the next day, which was my birthday, my uncle passed away. how strange is that, to have a relative die on your birthday. Then last year I went home to Louisiana to see my mom and check on her and when I was on my way back home to Arizona I had a vision of a black Hurst pass before my eyes,while I was awake and I try to rebuke things like that and not think about them. When I made it back to Arizona, I was told that my favorite uncle had cancer and about two weeks later my cousin Lucille; was diagnose with cervical cancer and I was hoping that they both beat the cancer, because I didn't want them to did because I loved them.
My cousin died two months before my uncle and he passed about a month ago, so my vision was fulfilled. December 31 ,I dreamed about a friend of mines daughter and she was crying in my dream and I was concern that something was wrong with her mother. I called and wished` my friend a Happy New Year and to find out how she was doing, she told me she was find but her daughters husband had a heart attack and was in a coma in the hospital, I told her about my dream about her daughter was crying in my dream, but I had no idea that her husband was ill. I told my friends that I would pray for him, which I did, but I had a feeling that he wouldn't recover. A week ago, her husband died and they will have a funeral service for him Wednesday. I don't profess to be anything but a child of God, but I believe I am blessed with godly gifts and would go so far as to ask is it ESP or a gifts of God, what do you think?.
Benny Faye Douglass (C) copyright 2011