Forgiveness/Fertility 2 part Spell
This is a picture of a different Ritual, but this is my Alter.
A little bit about my fertility history.
I was raped when I was 18, when I got examined, they had told me I had clamitia. I got it cleared up. Later in life about 4 years later when I was 21, I wanted to have children. I tried and tried... Nothing was happening, so I went to a Gyno to find out why I'm not getting pregnant. He did some tests, and he ended up telling me because of my injuries when I was 18 I couldn't get pregnant naturally. He said there were options though, so he put me on clomid... I was on clomid for awhile, and it finally got me pregnant but I lost the baby in 2008...
So I decided I'd try again when I was 24, I was having unprotected sex with my partner for years, and still not getting pregnant, or maybe I was and I was miscarrying, I can't be sure... Clomid didn't seem to be working by itself. So I decided to try something a little unconventional.
I wrote this spell myself, charged with all my heart and it's intention of having a beautiful baby. I was excited to try it, I had to wait of course until a waxing moon, and a Tuesday. I wanted to put as much symbolism as I could so the spell was as powerful as the passion for a child I had in my heart.
So here it is and I hope you tell me your results, also remember it may take up to 3 months. With my second son it took 6 months, but I got pregnant :)
Me drinking liquid from my chalice.
Preparation (Things that you will need for this ritual)
Wearing all white
30 minute bath in rose sense
Sandal wood incense
Amythis necklace (or amythis stone)
This is the very crystal I used for my fertility spell.
Casting the circle and calling the watchtowers, and the Goddess.
Take a 30 minute bath and just relax. Then get out and get dressed.
Then you stand in the middle of the room you have the Atheme in your right hand. You hold it at your right side until you feel the time is right, then you raise it straight up above your head saying “As above” then you point it straight down to the ground saying “So below”. Then you point the Atheme at the east cardinal point, and walk Doisil (Clock wise) around setting the perimeter.
Consecrate the salt by putting the Atheme into the salt and say “I consecrate this salt so that it may be used in my sacred circle” Then consecrate the water by placing the Atheme into the water and saying “I consecrate this water so that it may be used in my sacred circle” Then you take 3 pinches of salt and put it into the water, and with your Atheme going Doisil (Clock wise) around in the water you stir it 9 times, 3 for each pinch of salt. Then you stand up with the bowl of salt water now consecrated, and use your Atheme, or a wand, sprinkle the water starting in the East, going Doisil (Clock wise) walk saying “I cast this circle thrice about , to keep unwanted spirits out, I say this by the number 3, as my will so mote it be” Repeat 3 times, ending in the East cardinal point.
Calling the watch towers, starting in the East: I call upon the spirits of air who guard and protect the gateway to the eastern realm, I beckon and call you forth from the far corner of the universe wherein you dwell. Winds of change, strength of tornadoes, bear witness to this rite and give us your aid! Gentle breeze that carries the seed to fertile soil, descend into this temple and grant us your blessing. Realm of the dawning star, land of sunrise and of springtime, bestow upon us your gifts of inspiration and song. We seek to know thee, we seek to honor thee. By the air that is our breath, we charge thee, be here now! To the east and the spirits of air, we bid thee hail and welcome.
South: I call upon the spirits of fire who guard and protect the gateway to the southern realm, I beckon and call you forth from the far corners of the universe wherein you dwell. Candle flame and hearth fire, come into this circle and lend warmth to our hearts. Strength of wildfire and volcano, descend into this temple and grant us your blessing. Brilliant orb of high noon heat, realm of risen sun, bestow upon us your gifts of fiery passion and inspiration. By the fire in our hearts, we charge thee, here now! To the south and the spirits of fire, we bid thee hail and welcome!
West: I call upon the spirits of water who guard and protect the gateway to the western realm, I beckon and call you forth from the far corner of the universe wherein you dwell. Ocean depths, cradle of life, come into this circle and show the truth of our visions, strength of storm and tides, descend into this temple and grant us your blessing. Gentle rain that nourishes and cleanses, realm of the setting sun, bestow upon us your gifts of intuition and mystery. By the water in our blood, we charge thee, be here now! To the west and the spirits of water, we bid thee hail and welcome!
North: I call upon the spirits of earth who guard and protect the gateway to the northern realm, I beckon and call you forth from the far corner of the universe wherein you dwell. Gaia, Demeter, Earth Mother, come into this circle and manifest the power of your divine law. Strength of earthquake and of mountain, descend into this temple and grant us your blessing. North star, navigators star, that which calls all other directions unto itself, realm of winter and midnight, bestow upon us your gifts of strength. By the earth that is our body, we charge thee, be here now! To the north and the spirits of earth, we bid thee hail and welcome!
Charge of the Goddess: Earth Mother, creatrix of us all, and protectress of all the Wicca, by all the thousands of names by which you are known, I ask you to join me this night. Be with your daughter, bring me your love, your guidance, and your protection, I bid you Welcome dear Lady. Welcome and blessed be.
I always burn my intentions.
First part of the ritual (Forgiveness)
Darksome night and shining moon.
Hearken to the witches rune.
East and south, west and north.
Hear me now I call thee forth
By all the powers of land and sea
Be obedient unto me
Want and pentacle, cup and sword
Hearken ye unto my sword
Cord and censer, totem and knife
Waken ye all into life
By all the powers of the witches blade
Come ye now as the charge is made
Queen of heaven, Queen of hell
Send your aid unto my spell
Horned hunter of the night
Work my will by magick rite
By all the powers of land and sea
As I will so mote it be
By all the might of moon and sun
As I say it shall be done.
Then you consecrate the amythis necklace/stone, by placing it on the pentagram symbol, placing your right hand over it and saying “I consecrate thee in the element of earth” Then you sprinkle some water on it and say “I consecrate thee in the element of water” Then you pass it through the incense smoke and say “I consecrate thee in the element of air” Then pass it just above the fire flame and say “I consecrate thee in the element of fire, in the name of Isis (Or whatever deity you’re charging it with) so mote it be”.
Then you take the green candle and carv the intent into the side of it, and light it (Fertility, and forgiveness).
Then you say “Thank you great mother for your many aspects of our lady, your youth in maiden, your nourishment in mother, and all your glorious wisdom as crone. I am proud to be your daughter, and your follower. I’m proud to feel these phases of the moon with you each month”.
I will pick up the clomid pills and place them on the pentagram, then say “Mother Isis, I bid thee thanks to you being with me and ask you aid me in my two part rite”
I’ll place some salt in the metal bowl and say “I ask for forgiveness for all that I’ve done wrong. I do this now so my next part is strong. I have lied a lot, and I hope now it can be forgot. I want a brand new start, so my desires are met and mend my broken heart”.
Second part of the ritual (Fertility)
Then you anoint your breasts and belly in rosemary oil, and say “Part 2 is for my fertility. Rosemary representing my fertile seed”.
Then you hold up the clomid pills and say “These clomid pills to help (Your partners name) sperm to be stronger, and my egg weaker. To penetrate and conceive a baby”.
Then you will anoint the seed with rosemary and say “Seed for fertilizing so it will succeed, in implanting my conceived seed”.
You then anoint the fertility candle in rosemary oil to connect all of you together.
Say “Isis (Or whatever deity you follow) waxing moon representing you my mother Isis.
Tuesday representing protection on this day
I ask to protect my baby in the name of fertility
In the name of Isis (Or whatever deity you follow) the mother of the waxing mnoon.
Plant my seed in my womb.
From the power drawn from this day
From all the power that is Isis (OR whatever deity you follow)”.
“Isis (Or whatever deity you follow) aid in my quest for a baby”
Then you drink the milk from the chalice and say “Sperm of my love, bathe my womb and my egg in a hug. Fertilize my egg and plant the seed of life in my belly. Give my love a baby that he wishes to have from my body”.
Then place the seed in the jar and say “Dear mother Isis (OR whatever deity you follow). I ask that you hear my plead on this day. Seed representing my pregnancy soon. Jar representing my protective womb. Crystal representing my fertility. I’ll carry it everywhere with me. Basil representing fertility too. Will go into the bowl for my spells brew. As a sign I’ll know without a doubt came from you. It will take the form of a positive urine test in weeks x2. Equalling the end of the month when my next period comes. (But give the spell up to 3 months, results very from person to person) Only it won’t and that will be the sign we are the lucky ones”.
Then you write out on a piece pf paper the intention and the sign and then say “To seal the deal I’ll make love to (Your partners name) tomorrow which is (The next days name). The (Say if it’s the first day of the week or the seventh day of the week) day of the week, and that will seal all that today I had to say. Isis (Or whatever deity you follow) let this month be the month pregnancy is my turn. As I say this these words I burn”.
Burn the piece of paper, then you can either sit in the circle and sing for awhile, meditate, or whatever relaxes you, then write down your impressions of the spell.
Closing the circle and saying goodbye to the watchtowers, and the Goddess.
Then you will say goodbye to the Goddess:
Lady of silver magick protectress of all the Wicca and creatix of us all, I thank you for being with me this night. Go in power dear Lady. Hail and farewell, blessed be.
Then you say goodbye to the watch towers: North: Guardian of the watch towers of the north, spirits of earth! I give thanks to you for your presence at this rite. I ask now that the tremors of earthquakes recedes back to the far corner of the universe from whence they came, ere you depart for your lovely realms. Stay if you will, go if you must. Until I have need to call upon you again, to the north and the spirits of earth, we bid thee hail and farewell.
West: Guardian of the watchtowers of the west, spirit of water! We give thanks to you for your presence at this rite. We ask now that the mighty waves subside and that the tides ebb and recede back to the far corner of the universe from whence they came, ere you depart for your lovely realms. Stay if you will go if you must. Until we have a need to call upon you again, to the west spirits of water, we bid thee hail and farewell.
South: Guardian of the watchtowers of the south, spirits of fire! We give thanks to you for your presence at this rite. We ask now that the raging flames die down to gentle glowing embers as you recede back to the far corner of the universe from whence you came, ere you depart for your lovely realms. Stay if you will go if you must. Until we have need to call upon you again, to the south and the spirits of fire, we bid thee hail and farewell.
East: Guardian of the watchtowers of the east, spirits of air! We give thanks to you for your presence at this rite. We ask now that winds of change subside into gentle breezes as they recede back to the far corners of the universe from whence they came, ere you depart for your lovely realms Stay if you will, go if you must. Until we have need to call upon you again, to the east, and the spirits of air, we bid thee hail and farewell.
Then you take your Atheme and start in the East and walk widdershins (Counter clock wise) tracing the perimeter, all the way back to east again. Then you sit on your knees in the middle of the circle and you say “The circle is open but never broken, nothing but love has come here, nothing but love has left here. Merry meet, merry part, until we merry meet again. Blessed be”
Then your circle is closed and the ritual is over. Then all that’s left is putting out the candles and cleaning up. I would suggest putting the ashes outside to see which way they fly, depending on where your alter is sitting. Mine is in the East so if my ashes fly east than I know my spell worked.