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Life Is Crashing Down

Updated on August 1, 2012

Everything happens for a reason.”

At least that is what I have chose to believe since I was 15. If everything just happens and there is no reason for it, my life since I was 15 was a lie. That is six years of betrayal and mistakes that were simply somebody's fault. Not because God had plans for me but because I chose wrong paths, got taken advantage of and as a result; failed.

Failure

My life is not because God wanted me here it is because my mother and father wanted me. If not for them I would not be here writing this article. Would I even be on this earth? Is everything I based my life on a lie? Maybe thinking whatever happens happens makes me a failure.

Life Was Once “Crashing Down On Me”

At 15 my childhood was taken from me. Instead of learning to drive and hanging out with friends I was talking to lawyers, going to counseling, preparing for a court hearing. For what, to put a bad man behind bars, to keep him from harming others the way he did to so many of us.

I cannot help but think my life is nothing but failure and a mistake. What is the point to life if there is no purpose at the end. Believing that “everything happens for a reason” was helping me sleep at night.

Lifting Up My Head

People bring me down; those who say they're my family continue to bring my down. I do not think they try. But, they do bring me down. Just until I can get my thoughts down on paper. Then the world is good again.; the world is good again.

Everything happens for a reason. I am in God's plan and He will continue to watch over us; you and I. He has a special plan for us all. What is yours?

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      Faith Reaper 4 years ago from southern USA

      Yes, He has a plan for your life, and it is better than anything you can come up with on your own. Sometimes the people who are closest to us, hurt us the most for some reason. God loves you. There is nothing that shocks Him or nothing that surprises Him. He knew you before you were even born. You are so beautiful in His eyes. To Him you are more precious than any rare gem on this planet. God bless you. In His Love, Faith Reaper

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