Should I Continue to Trust in God?
The answer is yes! and besides what are my choices. Trusting in God is always the best answer.
As of late, I've been preoccupied with worry and I have to go back and read some of the stuff I wrote about trusting in God. I hope I don't sound like a total hipocrate but yeah I have been losing hope, (just a little). When you come against life's big problems you have to think "ok God, What is your plan?" I'm scared, I am really scared. Well, here goes and please don't pass judgement only your prayers. It is such a long, long story and of course a mother always blames themselves for anything bad happening. Anyway, I have two grown children 23 and 25, two boys. One of them is facing a prison sentence for the selling of cocaine and a weapons charge ( a pellet gun). The lawyer said probably 2 years. His court date is on July 6, 2010 and he is terrified and so am I. I don't think he should go unpunished, but think jail will change him forever. Since he was arrested- (1 year ago) he has been staying out of trouble and has disassociated himself from that whole lifestyle. He does not live with me and hasn't since he was 18) but we talk daily and I see him once or twice a week.
I am standing on this verse-
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
I ask you all to agree in prayer with me for his safety and that he will put all his trust in the Lord.