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The Night Satan Took Me

Updated on November 28, 2016
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My life, my stinking life, filled with disappointments, pain and suffering. How much more can a simple man bear in this shit hole of a world. I try,I really do try, but the powers that be seem to stack the cards against me. I am a walking tower of pure bad luck. A big forty year old man like me should have had many accomplishments by now, but the only thing I have accomplished is to know the brand and taste of over a hundred liquor bottles. Buying women in dark alleys and being chased by crooked cops who want to steal my drugs is not how I pictured my life to be. But I Guess my upbringing did play a lot in who I am today. I was sent into juvenile facility at a ripe age of ten. My mama left one morning and told me and my sick Pa that she was going to visit a friend in Arkansas and never returned. Last thing I heard was that she had hooked up with some rapper and was his full time side chick. My pa succumbed to his illness and died when I was 12 years old. I was taken in by the state and my life has been a living nightmare ever since. They tried to send me to the church but that did not work out so well, I had to kick a father twice in the nuts for his unholy intentions towards me. I ran away and have been hustling on the road ever since. I have been overdosed so many times I rarely remember ever not been hooked. My life is hell and I was a walking cesspool.

Where Did The Prayer Go?

On one rainy Sunday evening, I sat in my rat infested apartment window looking outside, wishing for the God damn rain to seize so I can go get a quick fix. I was desperate, I was sweating even though the place was so cool."Oh God!" I cried out. "Help me please, save me from my self oh Lord, release these demons of drugs, guns and sodomy from my body." I fell to my knees and began to wail. I felt like dieing, I wanted to die. I kicked over the termite home table I had and a razor blade fell from it. Suddenly a thought came to my mind. But then a voice entered my ear and said, "Do it." I jumped up and looked around to see if someone else was in my room but I was sure I was the only one there. Then the voice repeated the same thing. "Do it." "Do what I asked?" "Take your life." I flung the razor to the floor and began to weep. "Oh God I cried out, Please father, I beg you to deliver me from evil."

There was a quietness in the room and then I saw a bright light enter through the window. I saw a figure that looked like an angel. He descended into my room and said, "God doesn't answer prayers my friend, but Lucifer hears your hearts cry and is willing to help you." "Come, take my hand, I will show you a way to end your torment, I will give you freedom from this painful life that God has given you. I stretched out my hand and he took it so gently. Then the light engulfed me and took away my consciousness.

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hell

I Awoke In Satan's Arms

Just like a new born baby, seeing his mother's beautiful face for the first time, so was my eyes upon the devil when I woke. My head laid in his hands and with a soft smile upon his face.

"Haa, my child, you have slept a long time, but now you are awake."

"Am I dead? Is this Hell? Are you really the Devil?" I had a million questions.

"No my son, you are not dead but reborn. You are reborn unto the light of the morning star. I have taken away your pain and your burden. Something God would not do. I have cleansed you from all the poison you had put in your body. I have given you a new home, a place where you will never thirst, a place where you will never hunger, a place where you will have no want. All I ask for is your complete loyalty, love and devotion. All I ask is that you will put me in charge of your soul. You will never have to worry about anything, all that you wish for will be yours. You will possess great powers that no man has ever seen. You will become more than a man. I will make you like God himself."

"Yes Lucifer, Yes!, take control over my soul and give me the power I deserve." I then saw a sudden flash of red flame that dashed from the eyes of Lucifer and went up to my nostril. I felt strange, very strange. I felt empty, but I felt powerful. Lucifer had answered my prayers and he had given me what I had lost for so many years. He had given me Life, strength, power, something that I never had.

The Mission Begins

"Come my child, we have much work to do." said Lucifer.

"What kind of work do we need to do?"

"You have to gather as much souls as possible. I will send you to find the weak, the neglected, the ill. Go find those who are on their dyeing beds and have called out to God and has yet to hear even a whistle from his mouth. Go find those who pray every night for things to get better but only awake to see the earth rot right under their feet. Go find the boys who have been violated by catholic priests. Go find those with little to live for, they are plenty I can assure you. Go find them, tell them of a different way. Tell them that someone does listen when they pray, it is just that their prayer goes to the wrong address. Bring them to me, show them the light of Lucifer and all what will be given to them. Go forth my child and win me souls!"

I felt empowered, I felt powerful and for the first time in my life I had a burning desire and it was not drugs. I was rejected by God, accepted by the devil and i was loving it. I knew this job was for me, I knew where the rejected lurked because I once lurked there myself. I knew that I could offer Lucifer thousands of souls. Souls that were lost, souls searching for a tiny glimpse of redemption. Souls made for Lucifer. The drug addicts, the prostitutes, the child violators. I knew them, I knew how to get to them, they were already dead. They just didn't know it yet.

A Catholical Revenge

I had so much power, needed to test it and I knew just where to start. I went to that catholic church to seek out the priest who had violated me in my young days. I saw the old bugger kneeling in the middle of the church and praying.

"Do you remember me?" I asked.

"Do you remember the little boy you violated"?

"I, I am sorry son, who are you"

"Do you remember little Tommy Saunders and the night in your room when the candle fell and lit the drapes?"

"Tommy, Tommy. Is, is that you? I am truly sorry son, I am, please forgive me?"

"I will forgive your flesh, but your soul is wanted!"

"What do you mean?"

"Look into my eyes you piece of shit."

Then hell's fire broke from my vision and entered his old flesh and burned him alive from inside. This was my first soul I had sent to Lucifer, I know he will have a special place for this one. It felt so good burning the life from that wicked man. I wanted more, I needed more souls. I had become something special, I had a mission and I will fulfill it till the end.

When I come for your soul. Will you give it to me?

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    • clivewilliams profile imageAUTHOR

      Clive Williams 

      22 months ago from Jamaica

      @alwaysexploring. I feel you. You have a genuinely kind heart. May blessings fall upon you my friend.

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      Ruby Jean Richert 

      22 months ago from Southern Illinois

      Clive, God lets people have a free will. We know right from wrong. Why people suffer has always been hard for me to understand, but we will know someday when we must stand before God and be judged. I do not pretend to understand it all. I just have faith and I do not judge anyone, that's God's job.

    • clivewilliams profile imageAUTHOR

      Clive Williams 

      22 months ago from Jamaica

      @alwaysexploring. An horrible event God would not stop. Satan fills where God has fallen short. Many in need of love, kindness, healing have prayed a million prayers but continue to face suffering and want daily. What good is a silent God. What good is a God that cannot be called upon?

    • clivewilliams profile imageAUTHOR

      Clive Williams 

      22 months ago from Jamaica

      @Oztinato...that is impossible to do since hell is earth. We all have fallen from the grace of God and is sent to earth to suffer out our days. Have you ever heard a saying which says Good people are always taken first or do not live long? It is because they have done so many good deeds in life and they are hand picked to immediately transcend into the heavens. The waters above! When we die, if our soul remains corrupted and greedy, we are reincarnated back into hell until we purify ourselves to reach to heaven.

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      Ruby Jean Richert 

      22 months ago from Southern Illinois

      God, what a horrible event! Your imagination has no boundaries, and you sprinkle truth in your pieces. Who are you? I hope it is all pure fiction. I don't like to think of the devil being an angel, but I know he is a fallen angel. In a way it sounds like fiction...I'll shut up and let you tell me who you are my friend Clive.

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      Oztinato 

      22 months ago from Australia

      Clive maybe it's time you talked to someone about this. It's idiosyncratic to the point of instability.

      Remember the adage "as we think so we are". Don't create your own private hell.

    • clivewilliams profile imageAUTHOR

      Clive Williams 

      22 months ago from Jamaica

      @Eric. Visions.

    • clivewilliams profile imageAUTHOR

      Clive Williams 

      22 months ago from Jamaica

      @Oztinato. Lucifer has no disciples. We are already in Hell. Earth is the kingdom of Satan, and the Heavens the Kingdom of god

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      Eric Dierker 

      22 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Very interesting take. Well done. I can not even say that it is not accurate for I have no frame of reference in such matters.

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      Oztinato 

      22 months ago from Australia

      Are you saying you are now a disciple of Satan? Does that mean you have to go to hell?

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