The Scary Spiritual & Supernatural Pregnancy
You Are Pregnant
Stars Falling From the Sky
June 20, 2015
Revelation 6:13 "...and the stars in the sky fell to earth, as figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind."
My husband and I had attended a Bible conference in New Port Richey, Florida on June 19th and 20th of 2015. We spent the night in the hotel when I had these spectacular, indescribable visions. I have never had visions so profound and glorious!
I woke up at least eight to ten times during the evening speaking prophecy. I was speaking of HUGE events that were being shown to me and getting ready to transpire in the world. Great wisdom was shown to me. I would close my eyes and instantly would be taken back to another vision. When I came out of the visions, waking up fully I was only allowed to return with ONE specific event and ONE date. Often the Lord will seal the knowledge from me until the 'appointed' time and I do not get to pick the time. He was also showing me the 6th seal of Revelation being broken and that was a given! The date that I was seeing was not being shown to me as the date for the seal to open but of a particular great, event that was tremendously important.
Daniel 12:4 "But you, Daniel, keep these words secret, and seal up the book until the time of the end. Many will rush here and there as knowledge increases."
Stars Stars Stars
The Universe of Stars
I was in the UNIVERSE as a STAR! Wormwood? It was an amazing vision of such beauty and immense, astounding feelings of elation within my spirit! God showed me the entire universe! And then he allowed me to see the stars falling down to earth as a huge blast, burst of stars. Wow! It was a HUGE event. I will never be able to articulate in any earthly words to what I was shown, nor explain in any words that could ever compare to where I was... so I won't even try.
I was being shown numbers which were dates of huge events. These numbers were running across the solar system! None of the dates that I saw had a year attached to them, only the day and month. He only allowed me to return with the number 11/11.
As I was up in the universe as a STAR, I watched all of these stars falling from heaven. It was spectacular! He Then showed me my belly. I saw a huge pregnant belly with the belly button stuck out! He was showing me this belly as my belly. As soon as I saw my pregnant belly, I said "Doorbell." and laughed.
I woke up laughing in amazement and trying with no way possible to precisely articulate to my husband where I had just been and what I had just seen. AMAZING! I can not explain to you readers either, as much as I want to express this beautiful vision...there are no earthly words to ever describe with exact, precise feelings what I had experienced. I could not stop thinking about it for days. What I will say is that for the believers in Jesus Christ, you should get as excited as I am because where I was is probably just a grain of what Heaven is! I am so excited to do His will and be with Him in Heaven...because if it is better than where I just went..which he says Heaven is beyond our imaginations of what He has in store for us...oh my goodness I can't even contain my sheer excitement!
11:11 MY INSTRUCTIONS
MY INSTRUCTIONS 11:11
July 2, 2014
I had a vision right before awakening. Yeshua showed me a HUGE writing. Each line was of different scripture, a very long page of scriptures! There was only one commonality of this entire writing; each scripture underneath ended with 11:11.
As I saw this repetitive number 11:11 flowing down the paper...endless scriptures. I knew what this meant "TODAY" and I immediately began thanking YESHUA over and over. I was overjoyed by this! "Thank you Jesus for my testimony! Thank you! Thank you!" I was still praising Yeshua as I awoke.
I lay in bed stretching and thinking about my vision and how thankful and happy I was but as quick as a snap of your fingers, He sealed the knowledge from me of what 11:11 meant! I struggled on understanding why He wouldn't allow me the knowledge anymore. I knew exactly why I was happy and what 11:11 meant but now I wasn't allowed to remember while awake?
Delivery is Coming!
God ALWAYS Delivers!
I acknowledge that the God of Heaven does what He wants, when He wants regardless of what I want. God is surely sovereign and I have accepted this. It is His will and not mine. He has done this before in the past. He will show me in advance of the detail, specifics of a vision but then he seals it up as I wake up. He allows me to keep only the positiveness of what He has spoken when I awaken but He seal off the important goodies which He has spoken and no matter how hard I try, they are irretrievable.
A month prior to this vision, I had a similar type of vision as well. He was giving me scripture and "MY INSTRUCTIONS." Yeshua was speaking to me directly in a different language in that vision. Yes! He often speaks to me in a different language, a Heavenly language that I understand and speak as well. I can't wrap my human mind around this but it is true. Surreal yet real as my hands typing these words. Now I barely speak proper English in my waking life but when I am in His presence and we converse...I am surely speaking and understanding this language. It is amazing! Profound! And yes, all of these things give me hope and strength to keep marching forward with my eyes upwards. He is faithful to me and He always delivers!
I know that he will give me an awakening when the 'appointed' time comes. Until then...it remains sealed from me. I will accept and continue to document what is happening to me. He will finish what He started so I am at peace but I am so very excited!
The Fire Refines Us
He is ALWAYS the 4th Man in the FIRE!
I truly believe that Yeshua does this at times with me because I have been so alone down here with these supernatural visions; His presence as well as the devil and the demonic attacks. At times I have been so broken spirited and severely grieved, brokenhearted and saddened, abandoned and rejected by everyone down here. Even the 'so called' followers of Jesus Christ have rejected, mocked and ostracized me from being in His Kingdom because I have spoken the truth of the Messiah! Some blindly following the devil unawares, making videos calling me a Jezebel, proudly re-sharing this dung and slander with great happiness. They serve the god of Baal and they do not understand what they are doing. They are blind to Yeshua. History is repeating itself again.
Many say that I have no fruit when they are the 'fruit-less ones unawares. They say that these supernatural experiences are of a 'false-counterfeit anointing' of Satan! Such blasphemy of the Holy Spirit! I am a Daughter of the High King! I am part of His Kingdom though they say that I am not a sister in Christ as they call me a demon, slamming the doors on me and encouraging others to do the same! I have tried my very best to give my Testimony of Jesus Christ but the very people who say they serve Yeshua are liars and vipers! They slander! they lie and gossip! They hate and they hate the truth being spoken to them. They are NOT of the Kingdom and surely I tell you that they would crucify Yeshua if He was here today. I have suffered greatly in the past seven years and sadly it is from those who call themselves believers and lovers of Jesus Christ. They are not my brothers and sisters because they are not of Christ but children of the devil unawares.
I truly believe that Yeshua shows me the 'good ending' to encourage me to keep going and not become depressed, discouraged and give up. If it wasn't for Yeshua I would not be here. He gives me the strength because when I am weak, I am made very strong by Him alone. It is only Him and His presence, His visions, His amazing miracles and marvelous works that keep me motivated. I am so thankful to you Yeshua because it has only been you there for me. For those who have rejected my testimony of the King and slandered me...YOUR kingdoms are built on quicksand and they WILL be brought down to dust very soon.
2 Corinthians 11:2 "For I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy; for I betrothed you to one husband, so that to Christ I might present you as a pure virgin."
I have walked this strange FIRE alone from 2009 to September 1, 2014. An Angel was sent to me and he whispered in my ear right before awakening. He said "New Season" and I rejoiced when I heard God's message! I truly did come into a "New Season" surprisingly because by the hand of God, my estranged, ex-husband and I were supernaturally placed back together after eight and half years of complete and utter silence. On July 7th, 2014 he came to visit me to celebrate my birthday and we renewed our vows privately together. We were both astounded. I arrived back home with my suitcases on September 1, 2014.
And even more shocking to us was when he pulled out the divorce papers so that we could get remarried on January 13, 2015-our original wedding date. We laughed and cried over the surreal yet real emotions of what we saw on the paper. The divorce had been finalized on September 1, 2006. God had taken me across the United States while teaching me to put Him first, and then brought me full circle back home to my husband on September 1, 2014. Amazing! Spectacular! I have learned much and I keep Him first. I am so blessed! New Season! Thank you Yeshua!
Get Ready to Pull Your Boots On!
PUT ON YOUR WARRIOR BOOTS!
He has designed me throughout my life with struggles and tremendous adversities, and He has molded me to be a soldier and a mighty warrior for Him. No whiners allowed on His team! No doubt about it. I will continue to yank on my soldier's boots each morning and keep walking in the fire knowing that at His appointed time, He will yank me out and I will be more refined like gold. He is always the fourth man in the fire with me and you! I will keep on fighting the good fight. I will tell you this though...There has been more than a few days these past seven years that I could light my cigar on the bottom of my melted, fiery, flaming hot soles. :) Ha!
Hebrews 11:11 "By faith also Sarah herself barren, received power for the conception of seed, even beyond the opportune age, since she considered the One having promised faithful."
A MAJESTIC WEDDING
Adam had only ONE Wife!
A PROPHETIC DREAM OF A CROWN!
December 9, 2015
Jeremiah 31:22 "How long will you go here and there, O faithless daughter? For the LORD has created a new thing in the earth-- A woman will encompass a man."
Right before awaking this morning I saw a hand and in its fingers were beautiful jewels. Someone was placing very beautiful stones carefully inside tiny places on the outside of this crown. I watched and I was like WOW!
Just stunning...beautiful...the jewels were being set into one special crown. I was fascinated watching. Spectacular!
It was many weeks later when I realized that this prophetic dream was on the very same day as the 'supernatural labor pains & birth" on December 9, 2013. Interesting connection that I am making. Is the Bride of Christ ready? Is the Wedding between the Bride and the Bridegroom getting ready to transpire?
I am recalling a vision long ago which I placed in one of my published journals. The Angel said, "Wedding Feast. 119, 911 backwards. God will repay the wicked back with judgment." He repeated this twice in the vision. I am attempting to interpret many visions that the Lord has showed me throughout the past years. Apparently if I am interpreting this correctly, the Bride of Christ is getting ready for a wedding and it will come simultaneously, with the destruction of the 6th seal comes! The Bride of Christ! The Bridegroom & Bride & 144,000 The Elect!
"Thessalonian 5:3 "While people are saying, "Peace and safety," destruction will come on them suddenly, as labor pains on a pregnant woman, and they will not escape."
THE WEDDING & THE BRIDE OF CHRIST!
"Let us rejoice and be glad and give the glory to Him, for the marriage of the Lamb has come and His bride has made herself ready." It was given to her to clothe herself in fine linen, bright and clean; for the fine linen is the righteous acts of the saints."
CROWN = jew·el = A particularly valuable or prized possession or asset.
Sing for joy, Daughter Zion;
shout loudly, Israel!
Be glad and rejoice with all your heart,
The Lord has removed your punishment;
He has turned back your enemy.
The King of Israel, Yahweh, is among you;
you need no longer fear harm.
On that day it will be said to Jerusalem:
“Do not fear;
Zion, do not let your hands grow weak.
Yahweh your God is among you,
a warrior who saves.
He will rejoice over you with gladness.
He will bring you quietness with His love.
He will delight in you with shouts of joy.”
Revelation 12 The Woman With a Crown & The 10 Kings
Isaiah 66:7 "Before she goes into labor, she gives birth; before the pains come upon her, she delivers a son."
"A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars; and she was with child; and she cried out, being in labor and in pain to give birth. Then another sign appeared in heaven: and behold, a great red dragon having seven heads and ten horns."
"THE SUPERNATURAL BIRTH"
This is probably the most strangest and surreal thing that has ever happened to me spiritually and it troubled me greatly at the time. Since then, I have been filled with much wisdom in regards to the scriptures, a well as from the Lord and I am at peace with this now but back then....well not so much. It frightened me terribly due to the spiritual manifestations of what happened, the great pain as well as not understanding the spiritual implications of this.
November/December 2012 - A mega church in South Lake, Texas, 2012
The church was doing prophecy that evening and I was in worship, my eyes closed praying. As I opened them I was shocked! A woman and man walked up to me in the isle and stopped in front of me. She said...
"YOU ARE PREGNANT.”
As quick as she said these words, they both disappeared in thin air! Poof! I was shocked! I stood next to my ‘then’ boyfriend' and did not say a word to him, though he clearly saw my face and he knew that something spiritual had transpired. I said nothing to him, instead I took out an old store receipt from my purse and scribbled the word “pregnant” on it, folded it up and tucked it back into my purse. Later, because I did not want him to see what I had wrote, I tucked it into my tiny Bible inside my car and there for almost a year. I actually had forgotten about it until i was reminded of it later...very much later.
I have cashed His Check!
No Guilt No Bondage No Condemnation
He is the only One to Deliver us!
I had fallen into great sin in 2012 and I had backslid during a nine month period when I had this boyfriend. I had been celibate for over three years when he arrived. I had actually been waiting for him. I had seen him perfectly in a vision and I was floored and so happy when he showed up a few months later. I was clearly taught a very hard lesson, suffering greatly every day due to my sin and sexual immorality! I surely deserved what I got for being a 'runaway bride.' The Lord taught me a very clear and painful lesson about my visions and discernment of those visions. I had become a smarty pants and those smarty pants became very uncomfortable from the first day I moved in with him. I suffered with great conviction of my sins and when I realized that this man had no intention on marrying me, as he laughed one evening saying he had just "used" me for sex, I quickly removed myself from my spiritually and physically unhealthy living situation! I repented on the drive to the hotel and I am so thankful to the Lord for restoring my first and only marriage back to my husband. He LOVES me for me!
Where Are You? I am Waiting for the Appointed Time!
He Reveals on His Time NOT Ours!
ALMOST A YEAR LATER -
I turn on the television and a woman preacher is speaking. I am not fond of her due to her twisting of scripture, often it is incorrect and it makes my stomach sour listening to it. I attempt to turn the channel when God says no! He wants me to listen to her. “Okay…I will listen." I was thinking He was going to show me more false doctrines. He did not. He used her to speak to me. Lesson learned!
Regardless of someone's failings of doctrine, there are nuggets to gather from anybody that God wants to use. If you are humble then you will learn from everyone. If you are not, you will stay on baby milk until God moves you towards meat. You don't get the choice in whether the milk man shows up or the USDA steak truck shows up at your door. God always delivers and he chooses what He will deliver you by your spiritual growth. It doesn't really matter if you think you are eating meat and speaking as if you are eating meat...those who eat meat can always see those who are sipping their milk through a baby bottle. If you are still sipping on the bottle after many years...you may want to talk to God personally and ask Him what it is your missing. He will tell you.
PREGNANT WOMEN LINED UP IN A ROW ON STAGE
As she lined up pregnant woman on stage, she spoke of how the Lord impregnated her with his mission though only she saw it and heard it at first. As the months went by, she pointed to the very last woman who was over due for delivery, and wow was this belly huge! She said;
“GOD ALWAYS DELIVERS!”
I had not remembered the spiritual pregnancy at the mega-church nor the tiny note that was tucked into my Bible. I missed it! The very next morning I sat outside, turned on You-Tube and hit a random sermon. Wow! Again! Another sermon about being spiritually pregnant! I was amazed! God jogged my memory of the tiny note and I ran to my car, pulling it out and opening it!
YES IT IS TRUE! GOD ALWAYS "DELIVERS!”
He is my strength
December 9, 2013
THE SCARY, SUPERNATURAL, DELIVERY
For the last 3 Days I have been having lower back pains, I thought I may have strained my body at work. They come and go. I go to bed and I had this vision right before awakening on 12-9-2013. A quick glance-a FLASH- A GREAT MULTITUDE of people were there-in one great flash-NUCLEAR-I could feel their fright-they were looking up in sky. It was not good-the group was so large that when i felt their emotion of fear-pain-great death-I felt so overwhelmed by it that I left the vision.
I woke up at 9:30 a.m. from that vision and I was feeling physically great. Made coffee and took it upstairs and turned on my phone to read the daily news.
I see the date 12-9-13
Somehow, it is immediately inverted to 9-12-13 and I am shocked! I acknowledge that this is ESTHER from the Bible! I never noticed that this is my twins boy's birthday 912! As quick as these thoughts came...this pain came over me. A pain that I do not know and I have never experienced in my life. I heard the words Zachariah. I made a quick mental note to read Zachariah and went into my news online with these uncomfortable pains throbbing in my lower pelvic area. I gave up on trying to read the news, and attempted to go into my journal to write but I hurt so bad, beginning to scream out in severe pain that I stopped everything. I am greatly disturbed by what was happening to my body.
I returned to write the last entry and it is almost 8 pm. I have lost the entire day because of this scary supernatural episode.My room mate asked if he should take me to the hospital this afternoon. My pain and yelling out so loudly had woke him up-screaming which resonated throughout our house. He was frightened and called all of his 'girl' friends asking what he should do. I had no idea what was happening to me.
The waves of pain flung me to the floor and they were coming from my uterus. I was on the floor praying to Jesus...and then the waves of what felt like timely contractions and great cramping came on. I crawled to the shower on my hands and knees and I couldn't even stand up in the shower. As soon as this pain came I was overtaken and brought down to my knees in the shower. Howling in pain now and screeching out from these strange pains…still they continued. No blood, no girl issues, no vomiting....absolutely nothing but these excruciating pains out of nowhere....each time stronger than the next and faster. They stopped for 5 minutes and started again and became even more intense.
I feel as if I am having contractions! Incredible pain…wave after wave...I knelt down next to my bed on the floor and I am screaming. I lost track of time because of this intense pain. My room mate asked me again if he should call an ambulance. I said no-no-no! I will let you know if I need one but I do not have medical insurance and I am not fond of hospitals nor their outrageous bills. I told him that if it got worse, I promised that I would call him on my cell phone if I needed to go to the hospital. As I was speaking to him the waves came again and more powerful. They took me far away from him and back to screaming. Again they stopped abruptly and picked up a few minutes later. OVERWHELMING PAIN. I was extremely scared and I did not know what was happening. No blood, no vomiting...nothing but strange overpowering cramping.
I ended up on my hands and knees near my bed as my room mate is still standing staring at me with fear. As the next wave comes upon me, I am frightened, freaked out and I start to scream out from what I am feeling inside me. I scream out to him, "It feels like I have a baby coming out of me! I can feel something coming down my birth canal." My room mates eyes are now bulging out of his eyes sockets. I tell him that I am not having a literal baby because I have been celibate for almost a year. I KNOW that there is no possible way that I am pregnant. He seems relieved but still greatly disturbed by what he is watching transpire. I know that I feel a baby coming down my birth canal and there is no mistake on this! What the heck is going on? I was so very frightened by this.
"But I am afraid that, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, your minds will be led astray from the simplicity and purity of devotion to Christ."
The Spiritual Birth Manifesting in the Physical
As soon as this great pain subsided for a minute and my screaming stopped, I strangely and unexpectedly yelled out prophecy! What I heard myself say shocked me and frightened me in a way I can not even explain to you nor to me.
"Jesus what is going on? If this is spiritual than why in the physical is this manifesting?"
As soon as I said this, I acknowledged what I had just spoken. I knew that I was not needing a doctor and that it was "supernatural." My room-mate just looked at me like I had gone mad and he was surely afraid that I was dying. I told him again to leave me alone and that I was going to lay in bed and if it got worse...I would call him. He hesitantly closed my door and I climbed into my bed shaking, frightened, confused by what was happening to me.
I lay down into a fetal position on my side and did deep breathing, terrified that the pains would come back. They did not. I only had what I would call a deep throbbing that slowly faded. I accidentally fell off to sleep and immediately I was taken into another vision. It was similar to the vision that I had this morning but longer and more detailed.
West Coast on Fire!
The Left Side of the Globe Was on FIRE!
I was in spirit and I was hovering over a great city. I saw a quick flash of what looked like a statue and it was raised high on some type of pedestal. Inside this globe was a motorcycle and it was encased in some type of steel-circular-globe. It looked to be a man-made statue. I could see through this steel, circular globe and I watched the motorcycle inside. The left side of the globe and the motorcycle was on fire! Great fire from the left side of this globe and burning! WEST COAST! The fire was uncontrollable and raging. I awoke from this vision with no more excruciating pains, in fact all pains were completely gone. Strange and surreal. I have never had any pains since that frightening day on December 9, 2013. They disappeared as quickly as they arrived.
Strangely, I had a Cesarean delivery with my twins-my only children. The doctors told me that I do not produce the chemical which a pregnant woman releases to bring on contractions and milk production. My twins were delivered cesarean because my water broke and they waited for contractions for over a half a day but they never came. How is my body able to do this now? I have no understanding of these supernatural things and nobody to ask down here. Most of them are very afraid of me. Please help me Lord! The Lord took me to some specific scripture when this happened. I have very little understanding of what happened to my body that day but I know that I gave birth to something very supernatural which manifested in the physical.
It is has only been since 2015 that I can clearly interpret the many visions I have had throughout the years. The Lord hands them to me and at the appointed time, I am able to place them together into their perfect spots...one by one...piece by piece... jagged-little-jigsaw puzzle pieces coming together into a finely weaved robe of Gold. I can clearly see "End Time" Bible Prophecy in the making. Our Lord Jesus Christ is amazing!
"Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.
THE BILLBOARD AS LARGE AS THE WORLD! PURIM! JOY!
I prayed again for any understanding of the scriptures which the Lord had given me, praying for an explanation of this supernatural-spiritual birth-this strange physical manifestation. The Holy Spirit guided me to put the date in the search engine-nothing. Then I was told to remove the year and try it again. I did. What I saw caused me to shake and my spirit trembled inside. I sat in my recliner and stared at the wall for what seemed to feel like days...in shock.
THE NUREMBERG TRIALS & THE ONE NAZI DOCTOR MISSING
On December 9, 1946, the Nuremberg Nazi Doctor trials started! The 10 Haman's sons being hung in the "morrow." Suddenly he screamed, 'Purim Fest 1946.' Esther and the King! History is repeating itself again! The Jews are being saved from another impending Holocaust and from annihilation! Yeshua! The Messiah is trying to warn you!
Seven years I have walked this fiery path holding onto this amazing testimony that the Lord has given you, attempting desperately to get your attention! There is so much evil keeping this hidden!
"Now what is thy petition? and it shall be granted thee: or what request further? and it shall be done. Then said Esther, If it please the king, let it be granted to which are in Shushan to do to “morrow” also according unto the decree, and let Haman’s ten sons be hanged upon the gallow."
Oh! Please Israel! Hear what I am telling you! Yeshua has never forgotten you and He has given you a gift! A miracle! Please hear me! Please!