Angelic Visitation or a Spirit Guide?
In 1998,I was 22 years old, we lived in a tiny apartment in Puerto Rico with my husband and our 3 toddlers. Since this was a one bedroom apartment we made the master bedroom into a nursery for the babies, and we slept in a sofa bed in the living room.
I remember going to sleep tired and a bit overwhelmed by so many things that was going on in my life at that moment. That night I had a very strange dream.
I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of a beach, It looked like early morning, no direct sun on the water. I was mesmerized by the immensity of the sea, and how small the beach looked in proportion to it. I was wearing a beautiful yet unusual flowing dress. It had many colors, like a tie die t-shirt. Upon closer inspection, it was made out of patches.
As I sat there, I found myself taking a deep breath. I could actually smell the salt in the air. Then I felt a presence behind me. There was a young man,late twenties early thirties; dressed in white pants and a white long sleeve shirt. He had relatively fair skin ( compare to my caribbean tan) and shoulder length blue black hair. He walks around the tree and sits just beside me. In a very calm voice, he start talking about something in the water.
I ignored him completely. Then he turned around, calls my name and asks:- Do you know who am I ? - I then turn to confront him,but I can bring myself to look at him in the face. The only thing I saw was a warm half smile. Then I woke up. It was morning already and I dismissed it completely.
That night I went to bed early. The babies were asleep and my husband was taking a test in campus. I fell like a rock.
Again, I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of the same beach, early morning, no direct sun on the water. I was looking at the beach. I was wearing the same beautiful flowing dress of many colors, made out of patches. I could smell the salt in the air. Then I felt the presence behind me. The same young man, dressed in white pants and a white long sleeve shirt.
The same fair skin and shoulder length blue black hair. Again he walks around the tree and sits beside me. But now he just sits there. I started to fell uneasy with such scrutiny; and then I said:- What???- He smiles again and he looks into my eyes. My soul froze, as I looked into the lightest frost blue eyes in my life. So I had to lower my gaze, immediately.
Then he just asked -Do you remember who am I ? - Then I woke up. By now I was freaking out. But I knew, if I said something to anyone, they would make fun of me. And to me this was no laughing matter.
By now I had to program my mind to dream about something else or at least not think about it at all. So I watched a movie ( Dumbo) and actually fell asleep on an armed chair. THEN AGAIN, I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of a beach, It looked like it was going to rain, the water was cloudy as the sky was. As I was standing up from the tree, I see my children playing in the sand, all three dresed in white clothes. I had the same dress made out of patches, but now it felt bigger, heavier.
I start to walk toward the shore, I see him coming towards me. The same young man, dressed in the same clothes. He is now standing in front of me, and says:- "You know who am I , I hope you remember me. And know that I am here, always. I will see you soon, and then you will remember who I am."
Then my husband wakes me up to go to bed. By then I just couldn't go back to sleep.
This happened 14 years ago and is as fresh in my memory as my wedding day. I am afraid to think about the options. I never had the dream again. And to be honest I am as confused now as I was then. Who knows...