My truth on that situation is that it really doesn't matter what's that next obstacle that sits in your way on this journey through life, you are expected to leave in in your wake . Whatever one chooses to take with him as his mainstay through life , can never become any kind of burden for you , if you are sincere, because right now at this exact time someone is doing something that you have vowed you won't ever do .
And I can name a few. So writing for what it take to continue , with a breeze. When your game is real , there can be no shame.
Keep on keeping on, and go with God..