I love most of everyone's answers. Personally, I visited a church yesterday and I believe that I will eventually make the church my new church home. I've been out of church for many, many years reading the bible, studying it, and living by God's word on my own. I should say that I learned a lot from being absent but life without fellowship of "like" minds is very difficult. A lot of times I grew weary of holding up righteousness on my own and many times I was fed up with people who did not understand my lifestyle. Now, due to my absence, I feel that I am better equipped to confront what life has in store for me in Church as well as the world. Studying the bible on my own made me emotionally and spiritually stronger. I never liked the fact that I was out of Church for so many years, but I did make something positive out of my absence.
Thanks to everyone for your answers! I really apreciate it! :)