why am still so sad about this relationship, so angry against me, against him for using me, because after all, he told me that i was only an experience for him to be done before he get married!! I can't understand why i still love him though he said that to me, why am so sad he is not with me!! How can i move on with this feeling in my heart? i know am not allowed to hate him as our heart are here to love and not to hate!! i know i should not love him anymore but i can't understand why i still love him, will God put an end to my sufferings and to that feeling?