Mommy's Lessons Learned - Teenage Heartbreak
Mommy's Lessons Learned - Teenage Heartache
One of the toughest things to attempt to fix a child’s broken heart especially
when that child is your own. What a heavy feeling I get each time my girls are
crushed by the curve balls they've been thrown in their young lives. We have
arrived at the tricky and tender ages of 11 & 15. Whether it's the discovery
of boys and their wicked ways or betrayal by girls they once thought of as
friends, it's always a difficult job trying to get them to truly believe it's
not the end of the world and this too shall pass.
Already my eldest
daughter has had her hopes crushed on two occasions. Its hard enough being a
teen in 2011, with peer scrutiny as high as ever, but in this world of social
networking the stakes are raised even higher, when at a moments notice your
heartbreak is out there for all your "friends" to see, gossip and text about in
a frenzied whirlwind. Her first blow happened in that very manner. She thought
everything was fine and dandy with her first crush....when suddenly she sees her
"status" go from "in a relationship with so & so" to "single" when he
changed it on his end, without any warning whatsoever. Immediately she was hit
with an text and instant message assault of epic proportions from everyone
wanting to know what happened when she didn't even have a clue. He never said a
word, and just left her hanging wondering what went wrong. It was so painful seeing her so dejected, hurt and crying for hours. Months later he had
the nerve to ask her out again. Thankfully she had the self-respect to decline,
which I must say I was very proud of. The sting from that experience still
lingers.
Her second experience was even more mind boggling, the young
man was very sweet, attentive, respectful and well mannered. He took the time to
talk with me, meet me and even introduced his father to us. He called every
night and they spoke for hours for weeks, everything yet again appeared peachy
keen. Yet again, without any forewarning he gave her the old-as-time "your too
good for me, its not you it's me, I don't want to hurt you" speech. This one,
amazingly so, totally took me by surprise, since I too was taken by his
charms.....so how was I supposed to make her feel better about
it?
Somehow at some point in every moms life she always ends up being
thought of as clueless, as if we never had a childhood and were born "old". I
get "you have no idea what it feels like mom", "you don't understand" and the
perennial exasperated "Never-mind!" The only way to break this false image of
cluelessness was to drag out and dust off my own past personal experiences with
heartbreak and share it with my daughters. Surprisingly it was still tough
reliving those times knowing all to well the growing pains of a teen-aged
girl.
My earliest memory of boys being unfeeling, thoughtless jerks was
my first "boyfriend", the one who I gave my first kiss to. I was in 7th grade
and finally someone noticed me. I was elated. He was cute, smart and seemingly
nice. We talked, he asked me to be his girl and I happily accepted only to be
crushed after that first peck on the lips, when I found out I was only part of a
bet between him and his friends. Talk about a huge blow to my self-esteem. I was
so hurt and embarrassed about being taken for a fool. It took me a long time to
trust another boy again. After hearing what I had experienced my daughter looked
at me with a quizzical look followed by one of sympathy and understanding. I
went on to explain what a difficult process it was learning to take into account
that everyone was different and couldn't be blamed for the actions of one.
Luckily, I did learn that lesson and over the years no matter how many
times after that I was hurt, I gave each individual a clean slate and the
benefit of the doubt and still continue to do so. I’m not advising anyone,
especially my girls to act as a doormat in any way, but to be open and receptive
to what each person brings to the table and not judge them by the bad actions of
the others before them.
Of all the lessons that can be taken from
heartbreak, that is the one I'd like to pass along to my children. Everyone
deserves a chance and shouldn't be burdened with the weight of the baggage left
before them. It is the only way to give and receive true love when it finally
finds you.