You Never Expect...

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You never expect to love something

With so much of your core

To feel like you never knew the meaning

Of having something to live for.

You never expect,

To fall so deeply, so quickly,

For a pair of tiny eyes

The depth in them catches you by surprise

You never expect

The pain that came in delivering this love

To fade into a surreal memory

Like you remember the tears and fears and the hours that passed,

And think,

I can’t believe that was me.

You never expect

That you could survive an ordeal like the one

That brought you your perfect little son,

Or daughter, whichever one.

You never expect

The sleepless nights, and the bottle fights,

Doing so much wrong

and so much right.

Feeling like finding patience,

Is the biggest fight of your life.

You never expect

To feel your heart catch in your throat,

As you watch them sleep,

Knowing that if they were taken, you’d create a new meaning to “weep”.

To feel your heart skip a beat,

And swallow deep, and push it all aside,

To take the reins to this lifetime ride.

Because you never expected to be a mother,

To be responsible for another,

And you never expected to love it so much,

That holding them in your arms, makes you feel whole,

And when they are gone,

There exist, a huge hole.

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billybuc 3 years ago from Olympia, WA

No indeed, you never expect! You just captured motherhood perfectly in this beautiful poem.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Why, thank you! I think I could probably write pages and pages about it, but its such a wonderful experience!


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billybuc 3 years ago from Olympia, WA

Sharing on the Facebook writer sites. If you want to belong to some of the HP writer groups on Facebook, drop me a note and I'll get you signed up. It's a good way to network with peers.


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bravewarrior 3 years ago from Central Florida

What a beautiful poem about Motherhood. It is a very honorable calling in life. Welcome to HP! You'll love it here.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you bravewarrior, I am glad to be here. This is exactly the kind of outlet I was looking for (even though I apparently found it three years ago, because I had an account, just don't remember signing up!). I love your screen name! Brave Warrior is how I felt after having my son = )


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carol7777 3 years ago from Arizona

Welcome to Hubpages...and your lovely works on motherhood. Beautiful poem. Keep writing.


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CrisSp 3 years ago from Sky Is The Limit Adventure

Ah, that's so beautifully expressed! I see, we share the same passion in motherhood.

"And when they are gone, There exist, a huge hole." ---true say.

Lovely photos as well. Good job!


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you carol777 and crisSp. Motherhood is a journey I never though I wuold take but has changed my life in so many ways.


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teaches12345 3 years ago

I was feeling this poem as I read through it and remembering how I thought these very words when I saw my child. True, too soon they are gone and the hole sometimes reminds us of the love. Voted up and shared!


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Movie Master 3 years ago from United Kingdom

Welcome to hubpages, written from the heart, your poem is beautiful!

Voting up and shared.

Best wishes Lesley


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

teaches12345 I am so glad you can connect with these words. Having a child is truly lifechanging and can create emotions you didn't even know existed! Thanks so much for sharing = )


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Movie Master Thank you for visiting and sharing = ) Hope you still have a little snow left in England !


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SMonaghan119 3 years ago from PA

Very sweet poem...it shows how deeply connected you are to your son, and how he has truly opened an entirely new happy life for you...it's so special to see the bond shared with our kids and the impact they have really has no explanation, it's just that special...very sentimental, nice job.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you ! Having children is a unique and wonderful experience that cannot be matched by anything else. The bond is just incredible. I look at him and wish so hard that we had thousands of years together. It just goes by so fast! Glad you enjoyed!


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SMonaghan119 3 years ago from PA

Yes... Better that they stay young an not have all the things we adults deal with would be much better let it all be fun and trips to the park


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

I know! But if my son is anything like me, he will be all too aware of lifes problems at a young age...


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rajan jolly 3 years ago from From Mumbai, presently in Jalandhar,INDIA.

Just awesome. You have described the entire range of emotions a mother goes through at every stage of her life. Voted up and awesome.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you so much, rajon jolly! Iot is a truly wonderful adventure.


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DREAM ON 3 years ago

What a great poem on being a mother.I have seen all the things you have mentioned in my mother over the years.You described each one so well.Congratultions on motherhood and I would love to see many more writings to follow.Welcome to HubPages and a special thanx for finding me.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

DREAM ON thank you so much for reading and I am glad you enjoyed it. Parenthood in general is a life changing adventure, but I am glad to be on the ride! Thank you for the warm welcome and I look forward to reading more of your work as well


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carolinemd21 3 years ago from Close to Heaven

Beautiful poem. Congratulations on being a mother. :)


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you so much. It is an incredible journey = )


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Moesky 3 years ago from Amsterdam

I adore the intensity of the love that you've managed to convey. A love so intense that it hurts. This applies to fathers too. Beautiful beautiful poem, thankyou.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you so much Moesky! I am so glad you enjoyed it, and that you have experienced what I have, the bond of parenthood = )


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adrienne7777 3 years ago from Pennsylvania

Perfect! Very beautiful.


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you adrienne7777!


Jasmine Cody 3 years ago

This is so great


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bizarrett81 3 years ago from Maine Author

Thank you so much for reading, Jasmine = ) I am glad you enjoyed it


Johny Dumbrocyo 23 months ago

Beautiful.


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bizarrett81 22 months ago from Maine Author

Thank you = )


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