Lost In A Sea Of Happiness

I Am Not Beginning Again

I am moving forward where I have stopped

My shadow follows me where ever I go

To remind me where I have been

I have all the energy of ten men

Visions come to me often

My mind wants me to burst out and explain what it is I see

My heart tells me I am where I am suppose to be

All things don't look as if they are in the right place

I am always adding a piece here and taking away a piece there

Like three puzzles mixed together

The past,present and future

I am learning the proper mix

I take nothing lightly

Each day is a new day with a new view

It doesn't bother me that other people can't see my dreams

I know they are real as the air that I breathe

My words may not make sense and sometimes they are jubmedl up

Not to confuse the reader just that is the way I see them in my vision

I tell it like it is

I am honest and hold nothing back

I can only learn from others and I love when they can learn from me

If I can save you time and errors that I have made in my life

Then I have lived a life worth living

If I can make your life more fun

You deserve all the credit I am just along for the ride

You seen through me and carry away what was useful and has purpose

I am always making new things happen

Sometimes I just wish I COULD FORGET WHAT I SEE

I just want to go back to living a life that many live

Day to day without a care in the world

Only living for the moment and doing what they have to do to keep themselves happy

Not caring about the future and what great opportunities await

Seeing only the reality and any shortcomings that are noticable

I keep trying to read into what I feel

I keep trying to see more and why I have lived

I am still searching for my biggest purpose

What can I give to others that they will appreciate

As my conversations with friends seem curbed

They seem to be focused on the here and now

As I explain there is so much more to do

Every day there is not a moment to waste

My friends think I don't understand what life is about

I hold my ground and say they don't see what living is about

Sharing ideas with each other to make life better

I feel like a balloon ready to pop !

Then when I think I have found someone new and different

The people that I know and respect become disenchanted with what I tell them

They slowly let out air in my balloon as if someone had let me go

I fly into the air without a care and end up shriveled up and begin the same process again

Like if I have never done this before

I know better

I search for new friends to share my excitement

I have tried doing it alone and I need help

I battle the hours in a day

limited by the few hours I have left

To make improvements on what I already know

I keep focused and I turn to my own will power to give me steam

For living my life is everything but a dream

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acaetnna 5 years ago from Guildford

How wonderful to be lost in a sea of happiness - I cannot think of anything better!


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Rhonda Waits 5 years ago from The Emerald Coast

What a great hub. I also like the part about being lost in a sea of happiness. Voted up and awesome.

Sweet wishes Rhonda


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DREAM ON 5 years ago Author

Acaetnna Every day I feel the rush.It starts from my head and goes to my toes,It flows and flows where ever life goes.I love life so much.Life has been very good to me.I feel the love in the air.Rhonda Waits like the sea that is dark and filled with so many different creatures.I can't wait to explore.There is only more and more....Thanks for all your support and help.


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Dim Flaxenwick 5 years ago from Great Britain

You really are a very special person. Your outlook on life never ceases to amaze me.


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DREAM ON 5 years ago Author

Dim Flaxenwick I sometimes feel like I am sailing and the wind is at my back and I can go anywhere there is water.What an incredible breeze.Come along with me please...Go into the sun and let the waves flap back and forth around us with the rythm of life.Peace is everywhere.Enjoy all there is.Thanks for being here in another moment of joy.


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Darlene Sabella 5 years ago from Hello, my name is Toast and Jam, I live in the forest with my dog named Sam ...

Hello my adorble sweet friend, you are so right, people need to share, but it seems to me like life is a secret. I love this hub, and I feel the same way, and my bubble is always getting popped. rate up love & peace darski


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DREAM ON 5 years ago Author

Darlene Sabella I think we have learned how to patch our bubbles and move on.I think we should of went into the bubble patching business.You just never know what will catch on.Thanks so much and have a wonderful night.


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Aeriel_ALN 5 years ago from Lindenwood University

Great job spelling that all out for us! Wonderful to be along the ride with you. I LOVE the very first two lines: "I am not beginning again, I am moving forward where I stopped." I am going to keep those in mind. Thanks so much for sharing this wonderful hub!


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DREAM ON 5 years ago Author

Aeriel_ALN My life is always a little bit on edge.I feel like I am ready to fall but then some how some way I get through it all.Thanx and you helped me keep my balance and continue with a smile.

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