Pain & Tears

I was at my neighborhood corner store today and came across this young woman that I'd seen before and said hi!

As I was pulling away God brought to my memory her tears, the tears I had seen earlier in the summer time and this is what God caused to rise up in my heart and mind.

I remember yours tears, I know all your fears

I know how you have dreamt of a love- A love that will embrace you never let you go

knowing deep down inside this love you were born for

someone please love me- your heart cries out

with out a doubt to this love you could stand faithful

the cries of your heart bleeds into my being- it cries out in the darkness

Will you please please take the time to share the love that will set me free

I need to be free, don't you understand I have never known true love

I've searched hi & low, I feel as though know one knows I'm alive

I'm trying to survive, someone anyone come and breath life into me

My life has been nothing but pain, sorrow the fear of tomorrow

This is all I know- can't you see this

Please don't miss this- I have never known bliss or joy at that

I feel as though the day I was born was cursed

This world is a curse of death with it's deadly grip- I want to escape

Prove to me that I'm not a mistake

Tell me that I have value and a purpose

You could save my life today -

So this was what went through me. I have been praying for her and when the time is right and God says to do it I will lead her to Jesus. I always wait for the green light- The Holy spirits leading - in the meantime I pray for those who God has assigned to me.

Do you know the heart of Jesus? Can you feel what He feels for the lost?

My heart is broken for these people, it makes me cry to feel all the pain that comes of of them.Even when there angry and mean I feel the pain inside them, there in pain they need love. They need Jesus. Pray for the lost we our the ones that intercede for them on the behalf of Jesus.You can save a life, you could change their life forever! Doesn't that make a difference?

~ GOD KNOWS YOU ~

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you...
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down
and when you rise up...
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways...
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered...
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in My image...
Genesis 1:27

In Me you live and move and have your being...
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring...
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived...
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation...
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in My book...
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live...
Acts17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made...
Psalm 139:14

 

I knit you together in your mother's womb...
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born...
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by
those who don't know me...
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love...
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you
simply because you are my child
and I am your Father
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could...
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect Father...
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive
comes from my hand...
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs...
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future
has always been filled with hope...
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love...
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore...
Psalm 139:17-18

And I rejoice over your singing...
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you...
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession...
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul...
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you
great and marvelous things...
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find Me...
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in Me 
and I will give you the desires of your heart...
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires...
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine...
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager...
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father
who comforts you in all your troubles...
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you...
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart...
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes
and will take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth...
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father,
and I love you even as I love my Son, Jesus...
John 17:23

 

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed...
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being...
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you...
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins...
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled...
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love
for you...
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved 
that I might gain your love...
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of My Son, Jesus, 
you receive Me...
1 John 2:23

And nothing
will ever separate you from My love again...
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
Heaven has ever seen...
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father...
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is...
Will you be My child?...
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you...
Luke 15:11-32

You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.> PS 56:8

But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.> 1 Cor 15:57

But whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."> John 4:14

The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.> IS 58:11

He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life.> Rev 21:6

The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life.> Rev 22:17

And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!> Rom 10:15

To be a minister of Christ Jesus to the Gentiles with the priestly duty of proclaiming the gospel of God, so that the Gentiles might become an offering acceptable to God, sanctified by the Holy Spirit. > Romans 15:16

But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them--yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me > I Cor 15:10

The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. > 1 Tim 1:14

The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, > IS 61:1

For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."> Rev 7:17 For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day."> John 6:40

just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."> Matt 20:28 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.> John 3:16

And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Rev 21:4

I love this song. Let be to represent those who have served Jesus to their death. Even to those who were and will be saved right in time before they die, let them be re-united with Jesus before they die.

This song reminds me of my mother's death she died 5 yrs ago from cancer. Her death made me cling to God. She was lead to Jesus by God using me 2 yrs before her death. She was attacked greatly to stop the call God had on her life and refused fight and didn't know how to be honest. But my God is good He led me to pray and intercede for her to pray her to her death to say. I had to stand in faith for God to take her because she was in such pain and down to looking like a skeleton as she was dying and dying quickly within 3 months of be diagnosed with cancer. God told me one day while praying over my mother that the only thing I hadn't done was to pray and fast for her death. So I started a fast right then and the next morning she died at about 10am I received the call at work.

So God is faithful to save our family. Trust Him to use you. My mother didn't even raise me but God allowed me to get to know her the last 2-3 years of her life. God used my mother's only child that they tried to kill when she was pregnant with to lead her to Jesus.

Do you know how powerful that is?

My God is great!

As my tears flow for how awesome my God is, the pain is all worth it in the end. I will continue to let my heart bleed out for these people. Jesus love for all the people should be more than enough to make your heart cry out for God to use you and allow your heart to break like His does for the people that are lost.