I Wish I Have a Boy...
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I wish I have a boy
who calls almost every hour
just to say he loves me...
a boy who desperately hugs me
every time we fight...
who holds my hand and clasp it tightly
but gently...
he stares at me as if I’m gonna disappear...
and he'll sing me a song though he may sound
out of tune…
a boy who pulls me in the rain
to dance with him…
Lastly, a boy who would pull me back in his arms
after I’ve pushed him away
It’s been a year now since I’ve pushed him away. I don’t know how I did that, never thought I could either. But it ain’t matter no more because I did. And he never showed up since then. No phone calls, no messages, no coming back. I never tried reaching for him. Maybe it’s what it’s supposed to be…
He knew I needed a break. I loved him, but three years with him made me forget about myself. It was like my world just revolved around him. There were no surprises and twists anymore. Everyday just passed by perfectly. Maybe that’s the problem with me, I’ve missed the unusual stuffs, the unknown… I felt the urge to escape.
I had explored my world again, did my passion and discover another more.
Life is beautiful. But I miss having a boy…who calls almost every hour…a boy who pulls me in the rain…I wish he would pull me back every time I push him away.
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thanks Waren! ;p
I'm glad you drop by again
I think everyone deserves that...
blaise sometimes unfortunately we do not appreciate what we have till Its gone . However If Its meant to be , nothing could stop It . And If Its not meant to be nothing can make It happen. However you are young and I have no doubt that someone will come Into your life and start a new set of memories and happiness for you . Be Well !:D
Thanks Tony0724 for the meaningful comment ;p
The story is kinda related to mine but I won't say it's exactly the same per se...
Blaise we really have to meet some day and sort this out...LOL;p
Come on,you knew this comment was coming... LOL,I like posting these crazy and unusual comments that make you laugh out loud you know!:D
whoa! LOL ;p
thanks for all the LOLs kitty! ;p
really appreciate them seriously
I pray for you, you will find the best things in your life. Don't worry GOD will replace everything that lost from you.
I know... ;p
thanks prasetio30!
Human relationships prove to be the great equalizer (yes, I am that alienated that I call them "human relationships")Don't be so sure that there is someone else, I know for a fact there is one true person for each of us, but we can blow it. Remember, All is fair: love is war; one as two, then three be four. Also, my heart is where my compassion lies.
Howard Roark,there is always someone else,you are being too hard on your self,just like there's always a next plane going to Mexico city man,you just have to be ready and there on time to get them,"seek and ye shall find".."ask and ye shall receive"...the universe is yours too you know.!: )
@Howard
thanks for your honest thoughts.
All I can say is that's the beauty of relationship--when we blow it then settle it...the game of love and the war of love.That's where the excitement lies, when two people fights against each other while their hearts fight together for a thing called love.
@Waren
that's what I like bout you Kitty, your positivity ;p
Once lost is someone else gain Blaise so keep your head up...And thank you for being a fan
;p thanks for visiting
You are a very sweet and lovely girl. Boys will follow you like Bees after Honey. GBY Dear Heart
yeah they're everywhere..;p
but I can't see stars, stars439 LOL
ah you are such a great girl, bet you have a crowd of men chasing you....... love your photo.
nice to see you here lorraine ;p
yeah and i'm scared of the crowd LOL
thanks!
Hi Blaise25, your destiny will come soon than you think. Love comes when you less expected. Thanks for this lovely hub. You are a great writer, and a great hubber. God Bless you my friend.:)
wow, nice to see you in here again K ;p
thanks for the flatterin comments!
God bless..
You will find someone worth the wait Blaise. Love is everywhere and comes in every form but sometimes we look too hard for it that we miss it when it stares us right in the face.
thanks Ash ;p
yeah, people who are meant to be together always find their way in the end...
i totally agree..
jeez, I forgot the dateless thing in publishing this hub would make people think I mean it every day.. LOL
thanks Ash! ;p
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Waren E says:
2 months ago
All I can say is, you truly deserve such good things in your love life,and your desires are truly wonderful to read!
A guy would be very lucky to have someone as passionate as you Blaise,for real!:)