Sometimes I miss you more..

No it wasn't a bad dream , I didn't hear any bad news,
Still I feel sad, I feel heavy,melancholy somehow ,and I miss someone.

Someone I haven't thought about for a little while now
Not that they have ever been far from my thoughts , memories are gentle and soft.

Today I woke up crying and the sadness wouldn't go away.
So as I made some fresh coffee and
decided to let my heart feel this way.

Its a Friday morning ,

Fridays are good , almost like they give you permission to unwind, or slow down ,like its prize giving day for showing up all the other days in the week.

From busy exec to busy mum ,don't matter , if you were present, you get the Friday award too. Fridays are good, this Friday is good in a sad kinda way

Today I woke up crying,

I think I know why this certain
Friday is good

What happened to my heart ,as I slept before today

And as I stood on the porch, admiring the sun spreading her warm rays on everything in her path , a curious Red Robbin cocked his head to say:

Hi, whats up with you today?

Silently I answered " Today would have been her birthday" and I miss her love so, and heard her voice saying " I didn't want to leave you this way"

Today I woke up crying
For so long her memory has kept me strong and although Ive lost my way at times, she had come to remind me on her day
Keep hoping , keep living , keep smiling

Was just me calling your heart this Friday to remind you

All this time
I never did move that far away

Love from your Mum.