Why can't you say I Love you
Say I love you.
Life has so many different faces and you never tell which face is covering up what is really taking place on the inside.
Hubpages is a place where one can write anything that pricks the mind.It is a place for therapeutic healing and cleansing of the soul .Today I write this article which is different from most that I have written on the net It is about love. A love that was not spoken a love that was expected to be understood ,the biggest mistake that most lovers make.
Love is to be spoken ,written and expressed in action or else it will be missunderstood.
Why is it that people are afraid to say I love you? Why do people try to play tough and in doing so create a life time of unhappines.
It does not worth all the unhappy days and years spent because of pride.When we can let go selfishness , self conciousness and pride the world will be a better and happier place
I love you
Through all these years
I read your letters time and times again,
I searched them diligently for the words
I love you.
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Eyes of doubt are blind to love
But now you are gone strange things happen
Until today they laid there all hidden the words.
I craved, I stared, dumbstruck and grief-stricken.
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For there they were on every page
Screaming at me, I love you.
I did not see, I did not hear
Inequality is surely a robber.
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Full of remorse and regret for the silent
Tears you must have shed
Too proud to show or tell or let me know
How much the feelings, the words, I love you hurt.
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I could not on paper comprehend the “I love you,”
You said in so many different ways,
Because I was listening to hear from your lips
The magic, melodic, sound of, I Love you.
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All these years I wondered what became of you
But too scared to know and deepen the hurt
For myself or maybe even you, I’m not quite sure.
So I remain silent like you, and bore all the hurt.
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But did I ever say I love you or was I just like you
Putting them on Paper in so many different ways
Too afraid to speak the magic words and say
I love you.
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For thirty five years I have not laid eyes on you
Nor heard your voice, but saw you in every place I go
And all the people I meet, but most of all I live with
Part of you in the form of my thirty years old son.
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Fate at times do play some very unkind games and tricks
It gave him many of the qualities that were uniquely you.
Your height, your demeanor and even your profession
You would have been proud to call him son.
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I never stopped missing you although I have someone
I told you who loves me much more than you did.
Today I met you on the internet you became old and grey.
But worst of all I learned that you are dead.
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Your obituary said you left to moan sisters and
brothers and the two sons I had already known,
It would have been less painful had it said a wife
And other sons, then I would be sure you did
Not travel your remaining thirty five years
Not sure that you were truly loved.
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So today I will be like Pharaoh and break my vow of silence,
Removing all the doubts of family and friends
And speak your name, for the last time since you are now dead
Jasper Melbourne Edwards Snr. I loved you.
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So please release me as I now release you Its time I love again.
I cannot remained for ever chained to your memory.
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Soy Criada
