A Week in the Life of a Poet.
Just a look back at one week and some of my fun photos
Just another week in a nutshell I call my humble abode.
A week in the life of a poet.
Monday 10:20 a.m. Long day it s t r e t c h e s,lazy like a cat, s p r e a d o u t upon a sunny windowsill, one half a cup of coffee slowly chills, my body struggles to deny my will, with things to do, and people yet to see, it's much more fun to sit, just let things be, and write some poetry to match the songs, still humming in my head all morning long. I wonder if great poets often spent, days just like this, most surely heaven sent, sweet rests turned into stand-zas, sitting down, how nice it feels, when one just loafs around. I see them scratching thoughts on yellowed sheets, the poets Frost, Miss Dickinson and Keats, in ink that flowed much faster than their flesh, as they arose and let the long days mesh, with scattered ruminations in their minds, captured in simple words, that savored times. Life goes by in a rush, we must take pause, and step out of the crush of endless cause, and so I dally by my windowed screen, that lights a world of poetry serene. I ask all those who write, to treasure this, one moment in my life so full of bliss, just find the time, to do the same, some morn, before the peace, you love so much is torn, amidst the massive workforce daily born, that lines each face with burdens so forlorn. My close is drawing near, I must arise, to face the effort of my endless tries, to break free from the dreary drudge of tasks that never seem to end, "Dear Lord I ask, send me a bit of fame to pay my way I'll honor you with poetry each day giving you praise for cat-like s t r e t c h e d o u t days."
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Tuesday 8:15 a.m. Morning came like the inside of an old shoe in the cavity of my mouth. Sleep dirt built a mountain in the corners of my eyes and bed head never looked so much like Carrot top as today.
Toothbrush painted crests and whitened the canvas of my numbered squares.
Washcloth bulldozed the sleep dirt into a eye level plain.
A hot shower melted marshmallow hair into a manageable rag mop.
My coffee came out stronger than Arnold Schwarzenegger's armpit after a 2 hour workout but 4 spoons of sugar and some hazelnut creme made my own morning workout more palatable.
Some days it doesn't pay to get out of your bed you have to borrow the energy with little or no inte-rest note the emphasis on the rest I am no longer interr-ed in.
But the sun was annoying, the paradise I was tossing in was lost to my snake eyes popping wide, and a couple of dogs were licking my toes like clumps of Bil-jac thus I have arisen from the dead of dreams long passed and penned this paltry poem. Wednesday-7:45 a.m. It's a refrigerator outside backpacked school kids are mustered in yellow slickers, and some are playing catch up near the corners of this vast icebox of an April morn.
S-Mothers and Pop-sicles stand a non-embarrassing distance away amidst the clouds of their breath, waiting patiently for that giant orange-yellow cheese block on wheels that carries their chill-dren off to cultured places. 16 bloated birds, all puffing up their feathers to keep warm, squat like butterballs around my well stocked feeders. They remind me of tiny stuffed turkeys, thawing out only to to be re baked in the solar oven to come.
I would invite them in but they would most likely leave spatters of white all over my studio, like renegade brushes flinging abstract inspirations. My coffee is tardy this morning but soon enough I will watch it perco-late, into the joy juice that keeps me sane. It's hump day and if I were still addicted I'd smoke a camel or two, but for now my rush comes from blending poetry with a couple of smoked sausages and two eggs over easy. Later I will venture out into a warmer April's embrace and savor the Spring that is still bouncing around between, the frigid-aire of winters past and the Maytag that will be here soon. Thursday 10:27 a.m. Thursday was warm, and sunny, as my forsythia became five. Another new bush butters my landscape, over the brown toast of my lawn. Of course John Deere, was anything but......dear to me, and required a new battery, to get him to turn over and move.
He's been sleeping off, his grass and weed habit , for many months now, on a strict diet of garage floor dust, and spiders escaping the cold. I think all of our batteries are weak, and the spring recharges us.
Thursday should be called Th-urgent-day, for by now we are all thirstday, for the end of the weak.
Work weary we so heartily enjoy, that relaxing couple, of Sat-his-day away, and Sunned-her-day off. My poplars are shedding, roach-like shells, and bright red cattails, all over the place. My one weeping willow, is dressed in neon, yellow greens, as if for a leprechauns funeral. My dogs are full of spunk, humping anything warm, even chipmunks run in terror, of a musky, fur blanket smothering. Summer winks from a far off place, in the back of a daffodils trumpet, still muted by the chill breezes, that linger early, and late in the day. But for now I am fleeing these lovely panoramic April heavens, for a palette of fresh paints, soon mingled with a bright world, of my own created on a 20"x30' space. Sometimes being an artist, is like being a, miniature god of sorts. We bring bits, of our own visions, from the world to life, and then hope that someone, will worship our handiwork enough, to sacrifice some of, their earthly worth, to share a place , that was offered deep, from our inspired souls. Friday_ 10:20 A.M. Most anytime I can be found In a chain of aisles -(Isles) that I frequent weekly, all those shopping aisles, book aisles, and archive aisles, where I seek out required items for my tiny thatched hut of a studio. it's here where my palms sway over, many supplies most helpful to me, discovered by my intense searching as a castaway from society's norm. It is where I struggle daily to survive, often finding myself Robbing sun from my life, after a Cruise so tedious.
Lost in the shadows of my many burdens that left my young dreams, marooned in a middle class status, off the long sunken ruins of my relation-ship with financial independence.
Having little to work with in my space allotted except my creativity and ingenuity.
Sometimes a starving artist and at other times a Tiki god dancing at great feasts commissioned by all those native to my passions who bear many gifts in exchange. It is here in a hammock of netted worries. that I greet with delight. the early morning arrival of my man...."Friday!!" who shows me by the five o'clock hour the sheer sanity of partying away just a couple of days at weeks end simply by leaving my isolation for a wade into the joy of just having fun.
In a paradise of escape he always shows up in the nick of time on the fifth day offering me a fifth of something much more relaxing as we toast a break from the monotony of surviving the bleak drudge of keeping shelter over our heads and food and drink in our gut. Come Monday he vanishes. in the fog of early mourning. Bittersweet memories. dissipate with alarm. at the thoughts of. all one must face ahead. until he returns with a crooked smile. and a beckoning arm. ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ Saturday 10:18 A.M. Saturday ever so politely, lifted my eyelids, and mentioned that maybe, I should get up, sometime around 10:00 a.m. The sun was illuminated through the window, right on a very personal spot of mine, that was already quite up, so that my morning visit, to the commode was, a bit of a bend and strain. Lazily I got dressed, and went to the park, for some woodie time not of my own, making upon awakening this morn. I saw turtles sunning on some rocks, shelling out their various body parts, to the warm April weather. As well as the trout, leaping from the lake, looking ever so natty as they caught a gnat or two I grilled out some hot dogs, and savored the flavor of, charcoal broiled meat, in a primitive surrounding. It was hard to leave such, a heavenly place left, in its natural state, for the artificial light, and structure of my studio, but I had an art lesson to teach, and a budding young mind to coax into early bloom. Much later, vibrant colors that splashed, across her canvas for two hours, barely rivaled the smile, stretched across her face. Night is too soon drawing near, its pencil cutting shades of grey, cross this space I exist in, in five hours or so it will be, a Sadderday, because it's nearly over with only one day left till mundane. But tomorrow is another promised, languishing stretch of hours just hanging out in the sun daze
of my second most favorite of all the days of the week. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sunday 9:49 p.m. And so the weekend rolls over and dies, like a bug that's crawled over a weeks worth of, sun baked, fried egg pavement, to finally reach that sweet, puddle of melted fudge-sicle, in the cool grass of a Friday fumble. Whereupon he gorged himself, for two days in the nectar's, of a carefree life, feeding on the most joyous, of times and taste, only to end up bloated, hungover and dead to the world, come mundane morning. Suddenly finding himself, blown back to the beginning, of that long stretch of road, heat waves rising in curled lines, one foot forward to cross, the long stretch to that next, Friday's fumble of responsibilities, perhaps some Kool-aid spilt or a margarita splashed as his final destination to the next weak-end from this one.
Sunday evening 9:49 p.m.
© 2009 Matthew Frederick Blowers III