Hard to Decide -- A Poem

This piece of inspiration came after listening to Kelly Clarkson's song.

Inspiration that counts on me
just sneaking into my mind
telling me what should I write
Awe... roller coaster of life...!

Shouting words, that made me glad
falling for the ones that hurt us bad
barely watching our back
easy to say, hard to counter attack

Hard to decide, enough of remorse,
swallowing my pride, finally alone
Back to your crowd, where you belong,
enough of your lies, take back that thong...

Hard to decide, you chose to take the road back,
You really messed it up
Freeing my mind, from your clownish smiles,
You really turned me off

I have learned to love myself
You'd been warned, sweet soul of mine
Is already too late to take you back
I'm the one that laughs last

I knew this was over long time ago
sorry your mom didn't understand
Once again, I'm the one that won
Honey please, I know you are smart


Hard to decide, pack your things and leave,
I feel like crying after all!
Enough of your lies, would you please, please,
turn in the keys of this house...

Can't you just see?
Is really over my sweet 'thang'!

Hard to decide, Hearts that say no!,
Throwing away memories and all
Who is winning now, who is breaking apart,
Funny when I feel like crying after all!!!

Reading your lips, that want to say more,
Is time to depart, that's all I know...
Where is the amour that tied us before,
Enough of sentimental and naked souls

Hard to decide

Hard to decide, who is winning after all,
Pick up your things and go!
Hard to decide, drop the keys and leave,
who is the winner, duh, who was left behind

Hard to decide, where is your soul?

That turned my world upside down
always alone, and you putting me down,
Killed my love that could've last to the end of times

..Hard to decide...

Hard to decide, between feelings that made us as one,
I know you agree on that
Hard to decide
Hard to abide, hard to take back,

Why you are kneeling down,
Why are you crying now...

time to end the words... and think about us?

Why life has to be so hard

I will kneel down as well, at the count of ONE, TWO, THREE!

Why I'm still thinking of thee? Was it just me?

hold my hands and get close to... me!