I Will Be Darn
I Thought Life Was Good And Kind
How wrong was I
To think that life could be just wonderful
It can be happy and full of dreams and endless loves
When we pick up the paper and see the worst tradegy
Where innocent people get hurt
Is there no justice
I like to think life always turns out great
I don't have one pair of rose colored glasses I bought the whole lot
I planned on giving them away and showing the world see life is phenomenal
Instead i have boxes and boxes stacked to the ceiling in every room
Love is suppose to last for ever for better or worse
Tell that to my wife who every day I hear her curse
She says another pipe dream that went both down the drain and up in smoke
I say not true people will come around they just aren't ready
Then I hear about a close friend who had a brush with death
I was shocked and hurt that another person I cared about might not be here
So I hold back the tears and think it can't be true
Why is it when life just becomes so much fun
A twist of fate makes us hate
Well my friend pulled through and she is on the road to recovery
KJ Force a force to be reckoned with
Slow but sure she is bouncing back
She is someone really special and has lived a very long time
Did I say very long time
She will kick my butt when she finds out I called her old
It is one a** wh****** I don't mind
She knows alot more about life and death than I ever will
I try to find the good in everyone
Then when I can't find it I think there must be something wrong
With me ofcourse
People are not bad they just do bad things
Times aren't bad we just have to appreciate the good times more
Work doesn't s*** we just have to be a better employee
When our mom dies that is no time to curse and complain
Life is not mean and miserable as others would want you to believe
We are just making room in the world for babies and somebody has to go
When it rains out and the things on the deck get all wet
It was not your fault I didn't bring them in
I just wasn't thinking or just being stupid
If I look back when I was a child
My poor grades wasn't what I wanted to believe
The teachers were out of touch with reality and a little bit senile
Besides the fact they each had it in for me
The work wasn't too hard even after I studied all night and couldn't get it right
Lets face it all the above can't be true
I was wrong then and I am wrong again
Well even if the grapes I bought look great and are all sour
My wife has a cold and keeps me up all night coughing
My work needs the money and doesn't believe in raises
The president I picked didn't win
The world is going to come to an end
This Friday would you believe
The truth is...
This world will continue on long after I am gone
Many would call my writings ramblings,rants or raves
I call it a thought process I CLEARLY express
I took the time to work all these thoughts over in my mind again and again
I found words that came from my vocabulary from all my years of bad grades
You can follow my I's as I lead you on my journey
Where I learn to write a whole lot better
Well this is one writing I will write
That has a sad overtone know doubt
I have made many writings and I find a way to pull myself out of the gutter where I had been dragged and mugged
Justifying everything with reason
They needed the money more than me
Don't you see
Not rational I know
It's a world of equal distribution
A kind of give and take
I thought we were suppose to give and then next time give more
That's what the bad people in the world want us to believe
As they laugh and count their money
Well I have a roof over my head and shoes on my feet
A warm cooked meal from my wife all the time
A strong love that binds
A job where I go and earn some money
The HubPages where I can share one of my million dreams
A family that has it's quirks
Sometimes crazy sometimes down right insane
This is the world that I know
Until another one comes along
I have to take my lumps and say pass the sugar
Add a little white vinegar
My mom swore that was the cure
My dad would say the world has gone to hell in a hand basket
I don't know what that meant years ago or even now
My wifes cold is gone and she sounds better
The rain has stopped and the sun is trying to come out
I am off from work and life is something i find unbelievable
I just want someone to believe it is readable
