I love him
In the time that I sit, stomach turning, and boiling
Holding back the tears
Hearing of more change
I forget
That change is the only constant and you are the other
And with you
Change turns from that scary dark place
To an exciting bright day
Where you hold my hand
Leading me into the most exciting beautiful places
And when my teeth grind
And my blood boils
Because I am hurting and beaten
And used
I don’t get mad
I don’t seek revenge
I give it to you
I pray for them
I hold them when they hurt
I feed them when they are hungry
And I move forward with the knowledge
That you
My Lord
My God
My Jesus
My Guide
My refuge
My Love
My Father
Will always be there with me