In Transition
So Close
You have to be patient and wait
Like smelling coffee when it's brewing
You keep on putting yourself out there
In the open for everyone to criticize and poke fun
You have your dreams and goals
Day after day you follow your vision
Other people friends and family alike
All jump on the band wagon making noise
As if it was a party bus
Where you are roasted in fun
Don't you get it
No I don't and I never will
I can easily find many more ways to have fun
That don't embarrass and make anyone feel uncomfortable
At someone else's expense
Isn't it time we all grew a pair
We learn to help instead of hurt
Isn't that what life is really about
Somewhere along the way there was a short circuit
Instead of fixing the problem
People leave it alone and think it will work itself out
In some things that is true
I don't have the right answer
What I do know is how it feels to be the underdog
Always reaching for something more
People say don't you get tired
I answer right back in a flash
You bet I do
There is a deep desire to carry on
Like I am a horse drawn carriage with no driver
There are times I go wild
More importantly there are times
I take a road no one else has ever traveled
That is when I stop and wait
It won't be long now
I can feel it
So hard to explain but air will keep trying
An unknowing that I can't give you any solid evidence
Except I feel it in my soul
It's who I am
As I try to do everything in my power
I think this is the moment I have worked so hard for
Thos is my big break
Ican finally enjoy what I have rightfully earned
While everyone else was busy going and doing all the things they love
Enjoying the day watching t.v. and relaxing
Reminding me I take life to seriously
Then I feel confident and tell them watch
Not for bragging rights
just a way of justifying my sanity
As I look for signs
As my breath slows down
I feel in ia touch of prosperity
Here comes the moment
If I was a dog I would of piddled on the carpet
I reach out to touch the sky
I feel one rain drop then another
Refreshing and truely a great love of mine
It begins to rain
Not the moment ai had hoped for
Once again I have been fooled
Enjoying this moment and the one that comes right after it
All I feel is blessed
I didn't know what to expect
I am pleasantly surprised
I will never feel sad about nature and all it's beauty
I raise my head
Lifting it higher than before
Once again a little bit of a shock
Leaving all sad feelings in the dust
Like a horshoe that lands on it's mark
A ringer
No one can dispute the thing they see
It is this moment that I will never forget and other people let the memory fade
Like water colors on a sunny day
Until next time reporting everyone healthy and happy in my family
As I am so quickly to notice
Even though I watch
My own version of closed caption
It gives me a sense of real meaning
Some day I wish you the same feeling
Once you have it
You know that's all you can think about
You might think I have gone a little too far
I call it sex for the brain