Leave my mind
Leave my mind
Seems to be
The end of me
And everything I thought I was
And could be
In my life I have never truly hated
But I'm starting to
And its one I loved so much
How can you hate someone you love?
How can you love someone you hate?
I have lost all hope of this
And anything
I'm not who I thought I was
Because I found myself wishing you harm
I'm not a monster
You taught me that
But than you beat me down
And broke me
I wish I was monster
I wish I was shunned again
Ignored
Not hated
I know I never did a thing to you
But you’ve lost it
All the respect I had for you
Because of all that you have done
And most of all because you wont tell me why
I don’t want to wish you hurt
But I find I cant get it out of my mind
Cant get you out of my mind
I'm at a loss
How could you change who I was
With a few words
How could you crush me?
How could you leave me beaten and broken
And not even tell me why
I have no choice left
But to become that monster again
I would rather be that
Than the beaten and broken dog that you have made me
I hate you
I love you
I wish you would burn
I wish you the best of luck
And I wish you would leave my mind