My internal world.

I wrote this a couple of years ago after coming out of a mild depression and starting to really think about my life, I was more then a little dissatisfied and was beginning to wonder if it was all really worth it.

Where I was heading and where I wanted to be, I did not really know, all I did know was that reality didn't appear to be very kind to me at the time.

I was starting to see myself and the world in a different light and I had to look within myself and find an inner strength, before I felt comfortable again with the world as I knew it.

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My internal world.

In my internal world everything works, I live a life I fear will elude me in the real world.

I can live vicariously in a perfect place.

I am owner of my own destiny, I can chose a life of immortal bliss.

In that magical capacity, time is irrelevant and matter is of no purpose or importance.

It is I as I wish to be, me at my optimal best.

The doors of opportunity are never locked. I am not denied the validity of my potential.

There my voice is not only heard but valued. My point not only valid but respected.

I am always happy and always approved of in my internal world.

I am free from restraint and restriction because it is imaginary, incomparable and ideal.

I am not imprisoned by any stereotype, by gender, by creed or by circumstance.

Through the eyes of my internal world I am special, complete and perfect, just the way I am.

I am not in need of greater knowledge, more possessions or aesthetic improvements.

In my internal world life is fair, just and right.

I can manipulate forces that would be otherwise out of my control.

I can be fire and flame, liquid and translucent.

I can be so immense that I fill the entire universe with my being or so minute I am smaller then an atom.

I can be everything and all or nothing, in my internal world.

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wrenfrost56 6 years ago from U.K. Author

Thank-you tonymac04, very much enjoying your work also. :)


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tonymac04 6 years ago from South Africa

Great and inspirational Hub. Thanks for sharing.

Love and peace

Tony


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katiem2 6 years ago from I'm outta here

Wrenfrost, This is a beautiful expression of creation which is within us all. As Albert E. once said, "Imagination is everything, it is the preview to lifes coming attractions." So the world we visit can become the world in which we live. Great WORK! I LOVE IT! Peace:)


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wrenfrost56 7 years ago from U.K. Author

Thank-you Julie-Ann Amos, I really enjoy reading your work and always apreciate your comments.


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Julie-Ann Amos 7 years ago from Gloucestershire, UK

Nice thought!


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wrenfrost56 7 years ago from U.K. Author

Your in good company, HP is bursting with daydreamers. Thank-you for your comment.


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lmmartin 7 years ago from Alberta and Florida

If it wasn't for the internal world, none of us would have anything to write about. If it wasn't for the internal world, we'd all give up.

Nicely written and happy to know I'm not the only daydreamer out there.


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wrenfrost56 7 years ago from U.K. Author

Thank-you all you are far too kind.


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wesleycox 7 years ago from Back in Texas, at least until August 2012

wonderful. I love it.


\Brenda Scully 7 years ago

yep can relate.... thanks for sharing


Pacal Votan 7 years ago

Liberating and how true! You expressed your thoughts beautifully. :) Thanks.

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