Paint The Black Hole Blacker
Got alot of dreams floatin' up above,
the lights keep flashing like I wished it love.
Sleep mode coming but insomnia
wants to keep me up just to remember ya.
Black hole painted in my inner thoughts,
no I'm not in space, s**t would cost a lot.
Every issue covered by the blocks
is uncertain to me so I keep them locked.
I hate being alone; left to think what I think,
I never really am alone I just feel it sink.
Deeper than it was just a month ago.
Like I feel for this girl,
I just don't let her know.
Days slip by as I theorize,
asking "what if" as I write this rhyme.
My dreams control everything they bring,
Yes in there she's holdin' on to me..
It feels so real,
It feels so right,
but still I'm stuck,
in real life.
My hope never dies in my heart nor mind,
It will live forever; never grow apart,
For all these issues my life has faced,
I'm still barely breathing nothing is replaced.
[ Mind + Heart = ? ]