"Some People Get Off - On The Pain And Suffering Of Others"

In my life, I have been through the storms and rain and I know just because someone says that they love you with their mouths, doesn't mean their heart is in it. I found out later that their hearts was far from me. It might seem like an act of cruelty, but from pass experiences, I truly believe some people actually get a certain amount of pleasure from your pain because you can hear the enjoyment in their voice in a antagonistic kind of way and you can see the joys in their eyes, which lets you know that this person isn't wrapped to tight. These people or mentally sick and have no idea at all that you have a God on your side and what ever, they are doing to you they will reap themselves, one day. I went through my share of heartaches, pain and by knowing me and knowing that my heart goes out to anyone that's hurting and suffering any kind of undo pain. I guess it's because God made me that way. I have much compassion for my fellow man and I only want them to have joy, prosperity and gladness of heart.

I do know men have feelings too, and I know they can and do sometime get hurt as well, but The women and children seem to be the ones that always get the brunt of the pain inflicted. My body has been physically abused, my mind and heart has been emotionally misused and abused but By the grace of almighty God, I got through it all, in my right mind. Even when my safety seem to be in jeopardy my God shielded me from death many times. When things got so dark, I couldn't find my way, God always let me know that there was a bright light shining at the end of the tunnel. No matter how fearful and frighten I was, I would always Know within my heart that God was going to get me out of what ever jam I was in and he always did. I am so thankful, that I can write to many of you, who have gone through or going through it now. and tell you as sure as there's a God in heaven, there's a way out. You can find a way out of your situation, if only you pray and ask God to lead and guide you to your freedom and believe it, with all your heart, that God will help you get your freedom. I believe these people that get pleasure out your pain are called sadistic people and the ones that enjoy pain is called masochist. I wouldn't want either on of these trait's in my life, because they aren't traits of God, but of Satan.

I have the love of God within my heart, and I can't tolerate any of these tendencies of pain and suffering people go through at the hands of someone else. I know a God that want let you hurt people, just for the sake of hurting them.What I do know is that people with these tendencies need mental health help, quickly, because they are sick in the head and in and in the heart. If you 're an abuser, please get yourself some help, because I want better things for you, and if you're an abusee, get away from your abuser, because until they find help and the love of God, nothing will change for you. I know this because, I already been there, so for once in your life, do it for yourself, you deserve it.

Benny Faye Douglass