Soul Pain

Kill me in a moment; push me into the deep ocean

Stab me in to my heart; fill poison using the injection,

Difficult to digest the melodrama of divine power

Soothing in front and ditching back like a fraud lover,

I am a normal human being realized sitting helplessly

You may be the lord but blank about feeling humanly,

Waste is the effort of creating each soul and emotion

We should have been plastic toys and you as a caption,

May be the boredom surround you playing alone

So you filled the fuel of senses adding a gemstone,

Beautiful is the play, more he cries more you enjoy

Proven now atheism is the best religion to follow,

How is it that God doesn’t believe in being human

I am ashamed to follow you like a false fashion,

You were never like this laughing when I cried

Strange evil made you blindfolded and covered,

No more able to read my soul and search for truth

What else should I expect, let me shut my mouth,

Nothing left to say, gone blank with all expressions dead

Do not need another life, if this is the world you created,

Deep inside something still left forcing me to keep my trust

May be this is my love test giving a sharp pain in my chest.