The scourge of my life

I once was happy,

but now i'm sad.

This fucking world,

has driven me mad.

With so called freinds,

smiling to your face.

But really in their eyes,

your a complete disgrace.

They are nice to you,

when you come over.

When your in your time of need,

they simply turn their shoulder.

I look at life and see,

how it could of been better.

That kind of why,

I'm writing this letter.

If someone could just,

Live a day in my place,

I'm sure people then,

would see they're the disgrace.

I love my mom,

and my brother.

I'm so glad that,

they've found one another.

I love my sis angela,

and of course my dad.

I'm just sorry that,

things have gotten so bad.

The only time,

I feel at peace,

is thinking of ways,

to make my life cease.

I  have prayed,

for death to come.

But everyday I wake,

to see the sun .

Which saddens me more,

because it's another day.

In which i have to struggle,

and again, for my death i pray.....