The scourge of my life

I once was happy,

but now i'm sad.

This fucking world,

has driven me mad.

With so called freinds,

smiling to your face.

But really in their eyes,

your a complete disgrace.

They are nice to you,

when you come over.

When your in your time of need,

they simply turn their shoulder.

I look at life and see,

how it could of been better.

That kind of why,

I'm writing this letter.

If someone could just,

Live a day in my place,

I'm sure people then,

would see they're the disgrace.

I love my mom,

and my brother.

I'm so glad that,

they've found one another.

I love my sis angela,

and of course my dad.

I'm just sorry that,

things have gotten so bad.

The only time,

I feel at peace,

is thinking of ways,

to make my life cease.

I  have prayed,

for death to come.

But everyday I wake,

to see the sun .

Which saddens me more,

because it's another day.

In which i have to struggle,

and again, for my death i pray.....

Comments 4 comments

ann 6 years ago

very disturbing. and too close too home. there is always hope for a better future.


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Disturbia 5 years ago

I like that you're not afraid to speak bluntly and that you don't censor your words. Never pray for death, nothing is ever really as bad as we think it is. Oh crap, now I'm speaking in cliches. Keep on writing, it really does help.


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screwevery1 5 years ago Author

ya ummm... this one was written instead of commiting suicide.... i had a pretty dark clould over me at the time.... and as i remember i took a double dose of meds to knock me out, praying till i fell asleep for a release... was roofless when i wote this one....

thanx for all your comments disturbia


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d.william 5 years ago from Somewhere in the south

good to let it out in verse. I have written a few of those in my day too. Keep on writing.

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