Tired But Not For Long
I Can Find A Way
The day was long and my eyes are now blood shot red
I woke up early and began to type
I started writing about one idea then I moved on to another
With both ideas slowly coming to life I could not stop
I continued to type as my sight became blurry
My mind became weary
I would think of food for breakfast then lunch but I knew I must not stop
Wondering what I should eat and then I would write again without leaving my seat
Postponing food or any other duty
The time ticked by while the sun fell from the sky
I pressed on
There has to be a way to make sense of every thought that exsists in my head
I searched for answers and more questions would make themselves known
Each time making progress I could say I did it all alone
The weather turned warm but my air conditioner never got put on
I began to sweat and my mouth became dry
I new if I stopped I would get lost and my unfinished writing would wither away and die
So I carefully typed each word that I know had power
Forcing myself beyond my own limits
At one o'clock I thought I was done until I realized I could sqeeze my legs together
A trick that ladies and children have used for years
Forgetting every thought except the words that came from my spirit
For now they rise above me on the computer screen larger than life
I bite my tongue when other thoughts come and go
I know there will be a rainbow at the end of all this struggle
A little bit longer and I can press on through the supper time hour
People all around the world would eat
All I will hear is one key after another tapping
I begged and pleaded to myself for a cat nap
My will would hear nothing of it
If I stopped now I would go to sleep and my story would have no end
An occasional burp or a slight headache would grab my attention
With three chapters done there was no time for extensions
My neck became sore and I became bored
Then I pinched my cheek to bring back a pain that hurt much more
As I slouched I rolled the wheels of my chair over my toe
I began to yell
It's broken I know
When will the insanity stop
When every word becomes known
Right now my butt is asleep I hear the telephone ring
Only a few more lines and my story will be finished
I have worked all day to make this my best story ever
I have romance and adventure
Mystery and fantasy
Non stop action but not enough horror or shock
But my arms became weak my eyes began to shut
I slowly fell against the keyboard as my head hit delete
.Delete.delete
Off to a deep sleep then suddenly I awoke
This is no joke
What have I done
I have erased my whole days work in thirty seconds
That will teach me to go to sleep, don't forget to eat, brush my teeth, go to the bathroom, throw the air conditoner on, and get a drink of water
Instead of writing a story that ends in horror
Just an absolute disaster