Total Despair
Train roaring, street massaged by the tire of four wheels
Cloud blocking the moonlight; the wind is blowing hard
Bring chills through the small crack of my window
And here I am sitting down in my mom bedroom
Thinking, stressing, depressing
I felt a total despair
My head is aching and so is my chest
My whole mind is a big mess
Everything suddenly rewind from the day I was dragged by the hair
Sudden tears formed my eyes; alone watching her...I cried
The feeling so dark prints in scars
Half my heart deteriorates and the other half grows a garden of barks and thorn
I was torn apart, I cried so hard silently
My heart felt so trapped uptight in a deepest darkest well
Beating her way out yet she could not leave her drunk mother
I bathe my mother in bed as she grip her hand upon my arm
It hurt so much till it leaves red print of her finger
but it's okay, that kind of pain I can bear