AFTER 3 KIDS AND 5 MEN
AFTER 20 YEARS OF KNOWING YOU
AFTER ALL THE SHY GAMES U
PLAYED
U WANT TO TELL ME U HAD A
CRUSH ON ME
AND ASK ME IF IM INTO YOU.
WHY DO TELL ME NOW THAT U
WANNA HAVE FUN
AND THAT YOU DONT MIND MY
GIRLS OR MY SON.
WHY DID YOU LET THE SHYNESS
OF BEING WITH ME
END UP TO BE A LONGTIME FANTASY.
WAS IT BECAUSE I WASNT
GOOD ENOUGH
WAS IT BECAUSE I WAS TO DORKY FOR YOU
WAS IT THAT YOU WERE EMBARRASED
TO TELL UR FRIENDS
WAS IT THAT YOU JUST DIDNT
KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
IM HERE THINKING TO
MYSELF WHY,WHY WHY
DID YOU LET ME GO ON
KNOWING U LIKED ME
I JUST CANT GET IT
OUT OF MY HEAD
WHAT THINGS WOULD BE LIKE TODAY
IF YOU WOULD OF NEVER
KEPT IT A SECRET.
I LOVE WHEN YOU TEXT ME
AND ASK ME HOW AM I
I LOVE WHEN YOU TELL ME
YOU WANT ME
AND HOW YOU WANT TO BE
INSIDE.
WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN
WHEN THE TIME DOES COME
WHEN WE MEET AGAIN AFTER
20 YEARS AND
YOU FALL IN LOVE AND
NEVER WANNA LEAVE.
TELL ME ARE YOU GONNA
BE HAPPY OR SAD
AM I GONNA RUIN YOUR DREAMS
YOU HAD ALREADY PLANNED OUT
AM I GONNA BE THE NEXT GIRL
THAT
MAKES YOU FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE
THAT
HAPPY LIFE YOU ALWAYS WANTED
WELL YOU ARE 39 AND IM 37
WILL IT WORK, WILL YOU LOVE ME
THOSE ARE THOUGHTS THAT CROSS
MY MIND,
BUT FOR NOW ALL I CAN ASK IS
WHY DID YOU WAIT 20 YEARS TO
TELL ME.....
HEATHER IRVIN DEC 2010 ©
