When One Is Too Crippled to Write.
All forms of art hold blank moments where nothing is inspired or completed
Pens have a cap for a reason, pencils have erasers as well
Artwritus is a terrible thing,
a chronic pain that
hunches our shoulders
challenges our very soul
over the very keys to could heal it.
We consult dictionary's
with blind stabs,
at any anonymous word
hoping for a spark of heat,
to relieve the frozen
muscles in our hands.
But perhaps it is
God's way of humbling us,
a period of time
to look at the world
without the rainbow tinted
glasses we were granted.
To see life much like
the masses around us,
starving for a dream,
and to know the lack
expressing our pain
and joy with ease.
Then we truly begin
to appreciate the gift,
and what we write next
can hold a brilliance
that shines like gold
far beyond iconic trophies.
One might try the balm
of a breezy summer day,
lie in a meadow and
study the underworld,
all those tiny creatures
scurrying for survival,
then pen a tale of a slug
or winged plant-hopper.
Or simply seek to
heal others in a visit
to a V.A. hospital,
or a nursing home,
stare into the eyes
of true chronic pain.
Bring old paperbacks
and toiletries,
to add a bit of poetry
to their world,
and then chronicle
one of their stories.
Usually life brings us
a cause that moves us
to reach and
touch the multitudes,
tragedy in our own lives,
or great happiness,
but we are like books,
and even the best novels,
have pages that c
an bore to tears.
Artwritus is temporary,
there is no Urgi-care
to treat it,
no E.R. to patch
our gaping thoughts,
but we do heal,
and write art again.
This then is my
band-aid to you,
some ancient advice
wrought by
the thought of your pain,
I hope in some
small way it helps,
for I have known Artwritus,
it is malady I too
have fought to shake,
Thus I can only
wish you well
and Godspeed on
your return to the words,
that currently are denied you.
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© 2010 Matthew Frederick Blowers III